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nocence. When his comrades were at the table, Topandy strove always by ambiguous jokes, delivered in his cynical, good humor, to bring a blush to the cheeks of the girls, who were obliged to do the honors at table; on such occasions Czipra noisily called him to order, while Melanie cleverly and spiritedly avoided the arrow-point of the jest, without opposing to it any foolish prudery, or cold insensibility;--and how this action made her queen of every heart! Without doubt she was the monarch of the house: the dearest, most beautiful, and cleverest;--hers was every triumph. And on such occasions Czipra was desperate. "Yet all in vain! For, however clever, and beautiful, and enchanting that other, I am still the real one. I feel and know it:--but I cannot prove it! If we could only tear out our hearts and compare them;--but that is impossible." Czipra was forced to see that everybody sported with her, while they behaved seriously with that other. And that completely poisoned her soul. Without any mental refinement, supplied with only so much of the treasure of moral reserve, as nature and instinct had grafted into her heart, with only a dreamy suspicion about the lofty ideas of religion and virtue, this girl was capable of murdering her whom they loved better than herself. Murder, but not as the fabled queen murdered the fairy Hofeherke,[62] because the gnomes whispered untiringly in her ear "Thou art beautiful, fair queen: but Hofeherke is still more beautiful." Czipra wished to murder her but not so that she might die and then live again. [Footnote 62: Little Snow-white, the step-daughter of the queen, who commanded her huntsman to bring her the eyes and liver of Hofeherke, thinking she would thus become the most beautiful of all, but he brought her those of a wild beast. The queen thought her rival was dead, but her magic mirror told her she was living still beyond hill and sea.] She was a gypsy girl, a heathen, and in love. Inherited tendencies, savage breeding, and passion had brought her to a state where she could have such ideas. It was a hellish idea, the counsel of a restless devil who had stolen into a defenceless woman's heart. Once it occurred to her to turn the rooms in the castle upside down; she found fault with the servants, drove them from their ordinary lodgings, dispersed them in other directions, chased the gentlemen from their rooms, under the pretext that the wall-papers were
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