ppen. It was only a question of time. We were so
sure about it that we never spoke of it.
After finishing my course of studies, I became a lawyer; and, when I
received my first appointment in a treasury office, one day I drew
Fanny's hand within mine, and said to her:
"Fanny dear, you remember the story of Jacob in the Bible?"
"Yes."
"Do you not think Jacob was an excellent fellow, in that he could serve
seven years to win his wife?"
"I cannot deny that he was."
"Then you must acknowledge that I am still more excellent for I have
already served eight years--to win you."
Fanny looked up at me with those eyes of the summer-morning smile, and
with childish happiness replied:
"And to prove your excellence still further, you must wait two years
more."
"Why?" I asked, downcast.
"Why?" she said with quiet earnestness. "Do you not know there is a
vacant place at our table; and until that is filled, there can be no
gladness in this house. Could you be happy, if you had to read every day
in your mother's eyes the query, 'where is that other?' All your
gladness would wound that suffering heart, and every dumb look she gave
would be a reproach for our gladness. Oh, Desi, no marriage is possible
here, as long as mourning lasts."
And as she said this to prevent me loving her, she only forced me to
love her the more.
"How far above me you are!"
"Why those two short years will fly away, as the rest. Our thoughts for
each other do not date from yesterday, and, as we grow old, we shall
have time enough to grow happy. I shall wait, and in this waiting I have
enough gladness."
Oh how I would have loved to kiss her for those words: but that face was
so holy before me, I should have considered it a sacrilege to touch it
with my lips.
"We remain then as we were."
"Very well."
"Not a word of it for two years yet, when you are released from your
word of honor you gave to Lorand, and may discover his whereabouts. Why
this long secrecy? That I cannot understand. I have never had any
ambition to dive more deeply into your secret than you yourselves have
allowed me to: but if you made a promise, keep it; and if by this
promise you have thrown your family, yourself, and me into ten years'
mourning, let us wear it until it falls from us."
I grasped the dear girl's hand, I acknowledged how terribly right she
was; then with her gay, playful humor she hurried back to mother, and no
one could have fancied from
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