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u make love to me just now?" It seemed to me that the least I could do was to answer "Because I love you." But the words must have choked me, and with shame, I told her the truth. "I made love to you," I said, "because I have only one life to live." "I thought so," she said, still very quietly, and turned toward the house. But I had caught up with her in a mere crumb of time. "I have been honest with you, Evelyn," I said; "will you be honest with me? I have told you why I made love to you. I want to know; it seems to me that I _ought_ to know. Why did you let me?" "Oh," she said, "I shut my eyes and pretended that we were in the conservatory, seven years ago tonight." "Pretended?" "Yes, Archie, honestly." Halfway up the steps of the house she turned, and said a little wearily, "How many lives do you think _I_ have to live?" "May it be long and happy." On that we parted, and I heard the ghost of a cynical laugh as she let herself into the house. And I hurried home, inexcusably late for dinner, and filled with shame and remorse. And ever at the back of my head was the image, not of Evelyn Gray, vague and illusive in the starlight, but of that other image that had stood forth dark and sharply defined against the light of the hall. "Lucy Fulton," I said to myself, "you came in the nick of time. And you are my good angel." VIII On the following day I had no especial desire to see Evelyn. I thought that it might be embarrassing for her, and I knew that it would be embarrassing for me, so that it was not without trepidation that I presented myself at the Fultons' house to keep a riding engagement with Lucy. But you never know what will embarrass a woman and what won't. I remember when the Jocelyn house burned down, and nothing was saved but a piano (at which Peter Reddy seated himself and played the "Fire Music") and a scuttle of coal, how Mrs. Jocelyn, usually the shyest and most easily shocked person in the world, came down a ladder in nothing but a flimsy nightgown, and stood among us utterly unselfconscious and calmly making the best of things, until someone (it was a warm night and there were no overcoats in the crowd) tore down a veranda awning and wrapped her in it. And I remember a certain very rich and pushing Mrs. Edison from somewhere in New Jersey who worked herself almost into the top circle of society, and was then caught in a very serious and offensive lie, whi
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