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not, you are still my wife. It is something to own the shell that once contained the pearl." Another time he goes hurrying through the house, prayer-book in hand, a thumb marking the marriage ceremony. He has been brooding and brooding and snatching at straws. "Read this, Lucy. Just look it over. It's what you and I stood up and promised before a lot of people. I'm glad I looked it up. You'll see right away that it's a contract which nobody could have the face to break. I want you to read it over to yourself." [Illustration: "'It's what you and I stood up and promised before a lot of people.'"] Finally she does, just to please him, in the sad knowledge that no good will come of it. "You'd forgotten, hadn't you? But just see what you promised. Didn't you mean to keep these promises when you made them?" "Oh, of course I did. Why ask that?" "But now you want to back out." Then the old argument that a promise which one is powerless to keep isn't a bona fide promise and cannot be so regarded. Fulton sees that for himself presently. "No, of course," he says. "If you don't love me, you can't make yourself by an effort of will. And if you don't honor me . . ." "You _know_ I do." "How about the other thing, the promise to obey? That is surely in your power to keep." She admits that she can keep that promise; but she leaves herself a loophole. She does not say that she _will_ keep it. And so the words of the prayer book shed no light on the situation, and I shouldn't wonder if Fulton raged against the book, and flung it into a far corner, and was immediately sorry. For a man situated as Fulton was, some definite plan of action is necessary; and to my mind the one that would be best would be one in which the least possible consideration for the woman should be shown. When Lucy began to play clench-dummy with her own life, with her husband's love, and with the institution of marriage, Fulton, I think, would have made no mistake if he had stripped her to the skin and taken a great whip to her. Her whole life had been one of self-indulgence. She had indulged herself with Fulton's love till she was glutted with it; that she was the mother of two children may, perhaps, be traced to self-indulgence, and surely it must be laid down to self-indulgence that she was not the mother of more than two. Her self-indulgence kept Fulton poor and in debt, and it had come to this: that her impulse
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