FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133  
134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   >>  
I'm taking nothing for granted. But no girl, Archie, ever cared for a man more than Lucy cared for me--and then she stopped caring. I know less about your stamina. But this is not the first time you've cared." "It's the first time I've _really_ cared," I said. "It's not the first time you've _said_ that you really cared, is it?" I was unable to answer, and his eyes twinkled with a kind of automatic amusement. Then once more grave, "I never even _thought_," he said, "that I ever cared about anyone but Lucy. That gives me a peculiar advantage in passing judgment on matters of caring--an advantage enjoyed neither by you nor Lucy. I wasn't any more her first flame than she is yours. But she was my first and only flame. I can speak with a troop of faithful years at my back. But you and she have only been faithful to each other for a matter of days. I am not doubting the intensity of your inclination, but I can't help asking, Will it last? Are you prepared to swear that you will love her and no other all your days?" "Yes," I said firmly. And I loved her so much at that moment that I felt purified in so saying and believing. "How about you, Lucy'? Never mind, don't answer. You are thinking of that day when you stood up before all our friends and swore that you would love me all your days. Naturally it would embarrass you to repeat that with respect to another, before my face. So I won't ask you to . . ." "John," said Lucy, "all this is so obvious. And it leads nowhere. Talk won't change us. So won't you please say what you are going to do?" "Not until I know myself," he said. "But there is one thing . . . I think it would be better all round if you saw less of each other until something is decided. I realize that Jock and Hurry and I are very much in the way. Jock and Hurry naturally don't care how much you two are together. But I do. It isn't that I don't trust you out of my sight. You know that. But the mind of a jealous man is a gallery hung with intolerable pictures. Merely to think of Lucy, Archie, giving you the same look that she used to have for me is to burn in hell-fire." He turned on his heel, and left us abruptly. We could hear him calling to the nurse to ask how Hurry was feeling, and we could hear his steps going up the stair to the nursery. "He's going to do the right thing, Lucy," I said. "I wish he wouldn't talk and talk. The milk's spilled. I suppose we'v
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133  
134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   >>  



Top keywords:
faithful
 

caring

 

Archie

 
answer
 
advantage
 
realize
 

change

 

decided

 

intolerable

 

calling


feeling
 
abruptly
 

turned

 

spilled

 

suppose

 

wouldn

 

nursery

 

jealous

 

naturally

 

gallery


giving
 

obvious

 

pictures

 
Merely
 

judgment

 
matters
 
passing
 

peculiar

 

enjoyed

 

thought


unable

 

granted

 
stopped
 
stamina
 

twinkled

 
amusement
 

taking

 

automatic

 

thinking

 

purified


believing

 

respect

 
repeat
 

embarrass

 
friends
 
Naturally
 

moment

 

inclination

 
intensity
 

doubting