FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143  
144   145   146   >>  
was two o'clock before I started at the sound of my own. Fulton was at the other end of the telephone, not Lucy. He sounded very much upset and depressed: "Lucy would like to see you right away, if you can come round." "Of course." We said no more. Her face was white and tear-stained. I had no sooner closed the door of their sitting-room behind me, than she flung herself upon my breast and burst into a storm of sobs. After a long time words began to mingle with the sobs. "It will kill me. Why does he want me to die? . . . I've only got you. . . . I want to belong to you--to you." I talked and I talked, and I soothed and I soothed, but she was sick with grief and pain and a kind of insane resentment, as if she had gone through a major operation without an anesthetic. It would have been horrible to see anybody suffer so. And she was the woman I loved! The strain was so great upon me that at last my powers of resistance snapped. I flung honor to the winds, and became strong with resolution. And now my words seemed to pierce her consciousness and to calm her. "It's all right, Lucy." I had to speak loudly at first, as if she was deaf. "You shan't suffer like this. I tell you you shan't--not if I am damned to hell." I knew now that she was listening, the sobs became muffled and less frequent. "It's you and me against the world now," I said. "There'll be no more flimflamming. I promised John to wait a year. That doesn't matter. A promise made at your expense won't hold. . . . When is your husband coming back?" ". . . hour," was all the answer I got. . . . "Then there's not much time left. Try to pull yourself together. We've got to make all our plans right now, and there's not much time." "You will take me away?" "Of course. Now listen. There's no sense in putting your husband on his guard. Let him think that we are both agreed to the year's probation. I'll look up things and engage passage. I'll do that this afternoon. Tonight I'll go to Hot Springs to see my father and get money. My own balance is very low, unfortunately. Day after tomorrow I'll be in town again. Now, how are we going to communicate?" I can't say that she was calm now, but she no longer sobbed, and her mind was in working order again. "By telephone," she said. "Every morning when I know John's plans for the day I'll let you know, and so you'll know when to call me up." Already the anticipati
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143  
144   145   146   >>  



Top keywords:
talked
 

suffer

 

husband

 
soothed
 
telephone
 
working
 

Springs

 

coming

 

answer

 

expense


promised
 
anticipati
 

Already

 

flimflamming

 

matter

 

father

 

promise

 

morning

 

agreed

 

communicate


probation
 

engage

 

passage

 
things
 

tomorrow

 
longer
 
sobbed
 

Tonight

 

afternoon

 

putting


listen

 

balance

 
breast
 
sitting
 

belong

 
mingle
 

closed

 

Fulton

 

started

 

sounded


stained

 

sooner

 
depressed
 

consciousness

 
loudly
 
pierce
 

strong

 

resolution

 
muffled
 

frequent