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opportunity. We've a lot to talk over. I've a taxi outside. Will you drive around a little?" "Certainly, if you'll just wait while I telephone." I called up Lucy. "I can't meet you this morning, I am to have a talk with John. Somehow I feel sure that something is going to be decided." My heart was beating quick and fast. I was unaccountably excited. This excitement seemed to communicate itself to Lucy. She said as much. "I'm terribly excited," she said, and her voice had a kind of wild, triumphant note in it. "You'll tell me everything the minute you can?" "Of course. Good luck." "Good luck." We drove across Forty-third Street and up the crowded Avenue for several blocks without speaking. Then Fulton smiled a little and spoke in a level, easy voice. "Perhaps," he said, "the water is not so cold as it looks. Shall we take the plunge?" "By all means," I said. My heart was thumping nervously. I hoped he would not notice it. "Lucy and I," he said, "as you know, were wonderfully happy for a good many years. Until last winter, I was never away from her over night. And then, only because of a financial crisis. I have never even looked at another woman with desire, or thought of one. Until last winter, Lucy was the same about other men. She was a wonderful little mother to her kids, and the most faithful, loving, valiant wife that ever belonged to a man full of cares and worries." "I know all this, John," I said; "I could wish that you had been unhappy together." "I wish to make several things clear," he said. "According to all civil and moral law, I am an absolutely undivorceable man. There is only one ground for divorce in this state. To clear the decks for you and Lucy, I should have to smirch myself and take a black eye." "But the people who count always understand these things." "In order to secure my own unhappiness, to make it everlasting, I should have to perjure myself. I know that it is the custom of the country for married gentlemen who are no longer loved to perjure themselves. But it seems to me a custom that would bear mending. However, it is not yet a question of that." "Still undecided?" "No. My mind is made up. I am prepared to step down and take my black eye on certain conditions." I bowed my head. "Lucy," he said, "doesn't love the children as much as I do. She has allowed herself to forget how dear they are to her, so it would have to be un
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