FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   235   236   237   238   239   240   241   242   243   244   245   246   247   248   249   250   251   252   253   254   255   256   257   258   259  
260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   268   269   270   271   272   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   282   283   284   >>   >|  
d Jack, presently. "We will not talk about that," said the clergyman. Jack looked disposed for a moment to persevere in his demand, but the father's troubled face disarmed him. "Poor Edward has had great disadvantages," he began, in a half- apologetic, half-melancholy way, "and I often fear I am to blame. I have thought too much of my work out of doors, and too little of my duty to him. I have not been to him all that a father should be." He said this more in the way of talking to himself than of addressing us. But I saw Jack colour up at the last reference, and hastened to change the subject. We felt quite sorry for him when he rose to go. He evidently knew his son's failings only too well, and with a father's love tried to cover them. And I could see how in all he said he was almost pleading with us to befriend his boy. To me it was more than painful to hear him talk thus--to speak to me as if I was a paragon of virtue, and to apologise to _me_ for the defects of his own son. It was more than I could endure; and when he started to go I asked if I might walk with him. He gladly assented, and then I poured into his ears the whole story of my follies and struggles and troubles in London. I shall never forget the kind way in which he listened and the still kinder way in which he talked when he had heard all. I am not going to repeat that talk here; the reader may guess for himself what a simple Christian minister would have to say to one in my case, and how he would say it. He neither preached nor lectured, and he broke out into no exclamations. Had he done so, I should probably have been flurried and frightened away. But he talked to me as a father to his son--or rather as a big brother to a young one--entering into all my troubles and difficulties, and even claiming a share in them himself. It was a long time since I had had such a talk with any one, and it did me good. An uneventful week or two followed. We occasionally saw Mr Hawkesbury at our lodgings, for Smith could never bring himself to the point of again visiting the rectory. Indeed, he was now so busily engaged in the evenings preparing for his coming examination that he had time for nothing, and even the education of the lively Billy temporarily devolved on me. It was not till after a regular battle royal that that young gentleman could be brought to submit to be "larned" by any one but his own special "bloke," and even w
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   235   236   237   238   239   240   241   242   243   244   245   246   247   248   249   250   251   252   253   254   255   256   257   258   259  
260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   268   269   270   271   272   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   282   283   284   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

father

 

troubles

 

talked

 

entering

 

claiming

 

difficulties

 
brother
 
simple
 

Christian

 

minister


repeat

 

reader

 

flurried

 

exclamations

 

preached

 

lectured

 

frightened

 

lively

 

temporarily

 
devolved

education

 

evenings

 

preparing

 

coming

 

examination

 

larned

 

special

 

submit

 
brought
 

regular


battle

 

gentleman

 

engaged

 

busily

 

uneventful

 
occasionally
 

Hawkesbury

 

visiting

 

rectory

 

Indeed


lodgings

 
apologise
 

talking

 

thought

 

addressing

 

colour

 
subject
 

change

 

hastened

 
reference