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with the books of the bank. My very desperation made me ingenious, and it was not till I had been away a month with my ill-gotten booty that the frauds were discovered." Again he stopped, and I waited with strangely perturbed feelings till he resumed. "At first I tried to hide myself, and spent some weeks abroad. But though I escaped justice, my misery followed me. During those weeks, I, who till then had been upright and honest, knew not a moment's peace. At night I never slept an hour together, by day I trembled at every face I met. The new torture was worse than the old, and at last in sheer despair I returned to London and courted detection. It seemed as if they would never find me. The less I hid myself, the more secure I seemed. At last, however, they found me--it was a relief when they did. "I acknowledged all, and was sentenced to penal servitude for fourteen years." "What!" I exclaimed, springing from my seat. "You are--" "Hush!" said Mr Smith, pointing up to the ceiling, "you'll wake him. Yes, I am, or I was, a convict. Listen to the little more I have to say." I restrained myself with a mighty effort and resumed my seat. "I was transported, and for ten years lived the life of a convicted felon. It was a rough school, my boy, but in it I learned lessons an eternity of happiness might never have taught me. Christ is very pitiful. They brought me out of madness into sense, and out of storm into calm. As I sat at night in my cell I could bear once more to think of the little ivy-covered cottage, of the green grave in the churchyard, and of the two helpless children who might still live to call me father. What had become of them? They were perhaps growing up into boyhood and girlhood, beginning to discover for themselves the snares and sorrows of the world which had overcome me. Need I tell you I prayed for those two night and day? A convict's prayer it was--a forger's prayer, a thief's prayer; but a father's prayer to a pitiful Father for his children. "After ten years I received a `ticket-of-leave,' and was free to return home. But I could not do it yet. I preferred to remain where I was, in Australia, till the full term of my disgrace was ended, and I was at liberty as a free and unfettered man to show my face once more in England. It is not two years since I returned. No one knew me. Even in--my name had been forgotten. The ivy-covered cottage belonged to a stranger, an
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