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de, and lead me gently back to the forsaken paths of rectitude and peace?" While the voice in his heart yet spake to him for good, another voice sounded in his ears, and all his virtuous resolutions melted into air. "Godfrey," said the voice of Mary Mathews, "dear Mr. Godfrey, have I become so indifferent to you, that you will neither look at me nor speak to me?" She was the last person in the world who at that moment he wished to see. The sight of her recalled him to a sense of his degradation, and all that he had lost by his unhappy connexion with her, and he secretly wished that she had died instead of her father. "Mary," he said, coldly, "what do you want with me? The morning is damp and raw; you had better go home." "What do I want with you?" reiterated the girl. "And is it come to that? Can you, who have so often sworn to me that you loved me better than anything in heaven or on earth, now ask me, in my misery, what I want with you?" "Hot-headed rash young men will swear, and foolish girls will believe them," said Godfrey, putting his arm carelessly round her waist, and drawing her towards him. "So it has been since the world began, and so it will be until the end of time." "Was all you told me, then, false?" said Mary, leaning her head back upon his shoulder, and fixing her large beautiful tearful eyes upon his face. That look of unutterable fondness banished all Godfrey's good resolutions. He kissed the tears from her eyes, as he replied, "Not exactly, Mary. But you expect too much." "I only ask you not to cease to love me--not to leave me, Godfrey, for another." "Who put such nonsense into your head?" "William told me that you were going to marry Miss Whitmore." "If such were the case, do you think I should be such a fool as to tell William?" "Alas! I am afraid that it is only too true." And Mary burst into tears afresh. "You do not love me as you did, Godfrey, when we first met and loved. You used to sit by my side for hours, looking into my face, and holding my hand in yours; and we were happy--too happy to speak. We lived but in each other's eyes; and I hoped--fondly hoped--that that blessed dream would last for ever. I did not care for the anger of father or brother--woe is me! I never had a mother. One kiss from those dear lips--one kind word breathed from that dear mouth--sunk from my ear into my heart, and I gloried in what I ought to have considered my shame. Oh, why are
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