FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   30   31   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54  
55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   >>   >|  
"Don't get an old head on those young shoulders yet, Nellie," he said as he was going. "Leave the worrying to me. I'm used to it." She saw then that to him she was still a little girl. She probably would always be just a little girl to him. He did not take her seriously, and no one else would speak to him. She was quite despairing. The ward loved Doctor Willie since the night before. It watched him out with affectionate eyes. Jane Brown watched him, too, his fine old head, the sturdy step that had brought healing and peace to a whole county. She had hurt him, she knew that. She ached at the thought of it. And she had done no good. That afternoon Jane Brown broke another rule. She went to Twenty-two on her off duty, and caused a mild furore there. He had been drawing a sketch of her from memory, an extremely poor sketch, with one eye larger than the other. He hid it immediately, although she could not possibly have recognised it, and talked very fast to cover his excitement. "Well, well!" he said. "I knew I was going to have some luck to-day. My right hand has been itching--or is that a sign of money?" Then he saw her face, and reduced his speech to normality, if not his heart. "Come and sit down," he said. "And tell me about it." But she would not sit down. She went to the window and looked out for a moment. It was from there she said: "I have been accepted." "Good." But he did not, apparently, think it such good news. He drew a long breath. "Well, I suppose your friends should be glad for you." "I didn't come to talk about being accepted," she announced. "I don't suppose, by any chance, you came to see how I am getting along?" he inquired humbly. "I can see that." "You can't see how lonely I am." When she offered nothing to this speech, he enlarged on it. "When it gets unbearable," he said, "I sit in front of the mirror and keep myself company. If that doesn't make your heart ache, nothing will." "I'm afraid I have a heart-ache, but it is not that." For a terrible moment he thought of that theory of his which referred to a disappointment in love. Was she going to have the unbelievable cruelty to tell him about it? "I have to talk to somebody," she said simply. "And I came to you, because you've worked on a newspaper, and you have had a lot of experience. It's--a matter of ethics. But really it's a matter of life and death." He felt most horribly humble before her, and he hated the
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   30   31   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54  
55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

watched

 
thought
 

sketch

 

speech

 

suppose

 

moment

 
accepted
 

matter

 

chance

 

announced


ethics

 

looked

 

window

 
humble
 
horribly
 

apparently

 

breath

 

experience

 

friends

 

newspaper


company
 

mirror

 
disappointment
 

terrible

 
afraid
 
theory
 

referred

 

unbelievable

 

lonely

 
humbly

inquired
 
worked
 
offered
 
cruelty
 

unbearable

 

enlarged

 

simply

 

possibly

 

affectionate

 
Doctor

Willie

 

sturdy

 

county

 
brought
 

healing

 

despairing

 

Nellie

 
worrying
 

shoulders

 

afternoon