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ve grown years older. "Love is something quite different. It takes everything just as it is. You have never really loved me.". "I have never really loved you?" He repeated the words after her, as if he did not understand them, and with his right hand grasped the table; the ground seemed to be slipping from under his feet. But Louise did not offer to retract what she had said, and Maurice had a moment of bewilderment: there, not three yards from him, sat the woman who was the centre of his life; Louise sat there, and with all appearance of believing it, could cast doubts on his love for her. At the thought of it, he was exasperated. "I not love you!" His voice was rough, had escaped control. "You have only to lift your finger, and I'll throw myself from that window on to the pavement." Louise sat as if turned to stone. "Don't you hear?" he cried more loudly. "Look up! ... tell me to do it!" Still she did not move. "Louise, Louise!" he implored, throwing himself down before her. "Speak to me! Don't you hear me?--Louise!" "Oh, yes, I hear," she said at last. "I hear how ready you are with promises you know you will not be asked to keep. But the small, everyday things--those are what you won't do for me." "Tell me ... tell me what I shall do!" "All I ask of you is to be happy. And to let me be happy, too." He stammered promises and entreaties. Never, never again!--if only this once she would forgive him; if only she would smile at him, and let the light come back to her eyes. He had not been responsible for his actions this evening. "It was more of a strain than I knew. And after it was over, I had to vent my disappointment somehow; and it was you, poor darling, who suffered. Forgive me, Louise!--But try, dear, a little to understand why it was. Can't you see that I was only like that through fear--yes, fear!--that somehow you might slip from me. I can't help feeling, one day you will have had enough of me, and will see me for what I really am." He tried to put his arms round her, but she held back: she had no desire to be reconciled. The sole response she made to his beseeching words was: "I want to be happy." "But you shall.--Do you think I live for anything else? Only forgive me! Remember the happiest hours we have spent together. Come back to me; be mine again! Tell me I am forgiven." He was in despair; he could not get at her, under her coating of insensibility. And since his words h
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