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itself to those who deserve it. A little bluff and rude at times; but he's too busy to go about in kid gloves for fear of hurting sensitive people's feelings." "Why did you never take private lessons from him?" was her next question. "I told you months ago, you remember, that you ought to.--Oh, yes, you said they were too expensive, I know, but you could have scraped a few marks together somehow. You managed to buy books, and books were quite unnecessary. One lesson a fortnight would have brought you' more into touch with Schwarz than all you have had in the class. As it is, you don't know him any better than he knows you." And as she refilled his tea-cup, she added: "You quoted Heinz to me just now. But you and I can't afford to measure people by the same standards as Heinz. We are everyday mortals, remember.--Besides, in all that counts, he is not worth Schwarz's little finger." "You're a warm advocate, Madeleine." "Yes, and I've reason to be. No one here has been as kind to me as Schwarz. I came, a complete stranger, and with not more than ordinary talent. But I went to him, and told him frankly what I wanted to do, how long I could stay, and how much money I had to spend. He helped me and advised me. He has let me study what will be of most use to me afterwards, and he takes as much interest in my future as I do myself. How can I speak anything but well of him?--What I certainly didn't do, was to go to him and talk ambiguously about feeling dissatisfied with him ..." "With myself, Madeleine. Haven't I made that clear?" But Madeleine only sniffed. "Well, it's over and done with now," she said after a pause. "And talking about it won't mend it.--Tell me, rather, what you intend to do. What are your plans?" "Plans? I don't know. I haven't any. Sufficient unto the day, etc." But of this she disapproved with open scorn. "Rubbish! When your time here is all but up! And no plans!--One thing, I can tell you anyhow, is, after to-day you needn't rely on Schwarz for assistance. You've spoilt your chances with him. The only way of repairing the mischief would be the lesson I spoke of--one a week as long as you re here." "I couldn't afford it." "No, I suppose not," she said sarcastically, and tore a piece of paper that came under her fingers into narrow strips. "Tell me," she added a moment later, in a changed tone: "where do you intend to settle when you return to England? And have you begun to think of a
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