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but one following to the Commandant of the 61st Regiment. He took the journey the following evening, and at the appointed hour he was shown into the commandant's private room, where he found also his old captain, raised to the rank of major. He spoke kindly to Wilhelm and held out his hand, while the commandant contented himself with a nod, and a sign to be seated. "I suppose you know that you have been ordered to come here about the affair with Lieutenant von Pechlar?" he said. "Certainly, sir." "Will you relate what occurred?" Wilhelm answered as he was desired. His recital was followed by a short silence, during which the commandant and the major exchanged glances. "And you will not fight?" asked the first. "No, sir." "Why not?" "Because my principles do not allow me." The commandant looked at the major again and then at Wilhelm, and went on "If I take the trouble to discuss the matter with you quite unofficially, you have to thank the major, who has spoken warmly in your favor." Wilhelm thanked the major by a bow. "We know that you are not a coward. You showed great bravery on the battlefield. It is because of that, I feel sorry. You are a faddist, you proved that by your refusal of the Iron Cross, which is the pride of every other German soldier. We are not willing to condemn a mode of procedure, the meaning of which you evidently do not understand, and which all your views of life tend to destroy. I am not speaking now as your superior officer, but as a man--as your father might speak to you. Believe what I say. Fulfill your duty as a man of honor." "I cannot follow your advice," answered Wilhelm gentle, but firmly. He was painfully conscious that his answer sounded more roughly and harshly than he intended, but he knew it was impossible to go into a long philosophical discussion, kind and well-meaning as the commandant was. "We have more than fulfilled our promise, major," said the commandant, and turning to Wilhelm, "Thank you, Herr--" The major looked out of the window, and Wilhelm had to go without being able to thank him by a look. He felt, however, that this time things had been easier for him to bear, and that the only painful feeling he had experienced during the interview was the vexation he was giving the major. The Militar Wochenblatt published a short account of his discharge. It made no personal impression on him, but he felt that he was branded in the eyes of
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