"
"And what would be gained by such a visit? It would aggravate her
malady, instead of curing it."
"It will not do so; you don't see the matter in its proper light. You
shall go to see her, and, with your honeyed tongue and the gift of the
gab that nature has bestowed upon you, you will put some resignation
into her soul, and leave her consoled for your departure; and if you
tell her, in addition to this, that you love her, and that it is only
for the sake of God you are leaving her, her woman's vanity, at least,
will not be wounded."
"What you propose to me is to tempt God; it is dangerous both for her
and for me."
"And why should it be to tempt God? Since God can see the rectitude and
the purity of your intentions, will he not grant you his favor and his
grace that you may not yield to temptation during the visit to her,
which it is but justice you should make? Ought you not to fly to her to
deliver her from despair, and bring her back to the right path? If she
should die of grief at seeing herself scorned; or if, in a frenzy, she
should seize a rope and hang herself to a beam, I tell you, your remorse
would be harder to bear than the flames of pitch and sulphur that
surround the caldrons of Lucifer."
"This is horrible! I would not have her grow desperate. I shall arm
myself with courage--I will go to see her."
"May Heaven bless you! But my heart told me you would go. How good you
are!"
"When do you wish me to go?"
"To-night, at ten o'clock precisely. I will be at the street-door
waiting for you, and will take you to her."
"Does she know you have come to see me?"
"She does not--it was all my own idea; but I will prepare her
cautiously, so that the surprise, the unexpected joy of your visit, may
not be too much for her. You promise me to come?"
"I will go."
"Good-by. Don't fail to come. At ten o'clock precisely. I shall be at
the door."
And Antonona hurried away, descended the steps two at a time, and so
gained the street.
* * * * *
It can not be denied that Antonona displayed great prudence on this
occasion, and that her language was so dignified and proper that some
may think it apocryphal, if there were not the very best authority for
all that is related here, and if we did not know, besides, the wonders
the natural cleverness of a woman may work when she is spurred on by
interest or by some strong passion.
Great, indeed, was the affection Antonon
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