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m and stroked his forehead tenderly. Olof was silent for a moment. Then he decided. He would tell her all. "Yes--I know you," he said softly, taking her hand in his. * * * * * It was growing dark when they sat up. Both were pale and shaken with emotion, but they looked at each other with a new light in their eyes, two human souls drawn closer together by hardship and sorrow. "Stay where you are and rest a little, while I get the supper," said Kyllikki, as Olof would have risen. "And to-morrow--we can begin the new day," she added. And, stooping down, she kissed him lightly on the brow. WAITING "THE EMPTY HOUSE, 6/9/1900." "Your letter has just come--Kyllikki, you cannot think how I have been longing for it. I would have sent the girl to the station, only I knew you would not write till it was post day here. "And you are well--that is the main thing; the only thing I care about these days. 'Strong enough to move mountains'--I can't say the same about myself. I have been having a miserable time. I am sorry I let you go--or, rather, that I sent you. I thought I should feel less anxious about you if you were there, but far from it. Why couldn't we have let it take place here? I am only now beginning to understand how completely we have grown together--I feel altogether helpless without you. If only it would come--and have it over, and you could be home again--you and the boy! "And then I have something to tell you that I would rather not touch on at all, but we must have no secrets from each other now, not even a thought! It is the old uneasiness--it has been coming over me ever since you went away--as if I could not find rest when you are not near. I cannot get away from a feeling that all is not over yet--that things are only waiting for a favourable moment to break loose again. Try to understand me. You know how I suffered those two years when we prayed in vain for that which is granted to the poorest. And you know how I was almost beyond myself with joy when at last our prayers were heard. But now, when it is only a matter of days before it comes in reality--now, I am all overcome with dread. It will go off all right, the thing itself, I know--you are strong and healthy enough. But there is an avenging God, an invisible hand, that writes its _mene tekel_ at the very hour when joy is at its height. Think, if the one we are waiting for--it is horrible to thin
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