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romise anything to anyone? And if so--to whom?... Kyllikki, you know me well enough to understand what I mean. It is no light question, and no easy one to answer. "As far as I myself am concerned, I believe I see my way clear. And therefore I ask you--will you venture out upon the water with me once more--not the mere crossing of a little stream, but for a voyage that may lead we know not where? I cannot be sure that we should ever reach safely to land, only that if your hand is still free to give, and you are willing, and can trust me enough to offer it, then I will never let go, whatever may come. "And one thing more--could a daughter of Moisio venture to share the lot of a poor settler? I can offer nothing more, and would not if I could. If she will, then I can dare anything. "Again--would you _wish_ to join your life with mine? Or do you despise me, perhaps? I will not try to defend myself, and it would be useless in any case, for I know that little matters would not influence your decision; all must rest on what you think of me as a whole, and that is fixed already. "One thing most of all--let there be no question of pity or giving out of charity. I fancy neither of us would ever give or take in that way, but I have heard say that pity counts for much in a woman's heart. Myself, I do not think pity can go far, if the earlier feeling is once dead. And you know best yourself whether that is so. "Is your father still alive? And does he still think as before? But it makes no difference now. Once _we_ are agreed, ten fathers could make no difference. I feel now that I can do what I will. "And that is all for now, Kyllikki. You know how anxiously I wait to hear from you--your answer means very much to me. But I know it will be clear and true, whichever way it may be. OLOF. "My address is, Olof Koskela, as above." * * * * * "KOHISEVA, 2 _Oct_. 1897. "OLOF,--Your letter found me. Kyllikki is unchanged--and you, I see, are much as I had thought you would be. Proud and exacting as ever, though not perhaps in quite the same way. And well it is so, for if _you_ had seemed otherwise I should have suspected at once. "Yes, I will venture. I am ready to venture anything. I did not even need to think it over; I had de
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