FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148  
149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   >>   >|  
ely, drew it back before she had the chance to refuse it. For he felt that she would refuse it. He said, "You know you can rely on me." "But I don't need anybody," replied she. "Good-by." "If I can do anything----" "Pat will telephone." She was already halfway upstairs. He found Pat in the front yard, and arranged with him to get news and to send messages by way of the drug store at the corner, so that she would know nothing about it. He went to a florist's in New York and sent masses of flowers. And then--there was nothing more to do. He stopped in at the club and drank and gambled until far into the morning. He fretted gloomily about all the next day, riding alone in the Park, driving with his sister, drinking and gambling at the club again and smiling cynically to himself at the covert glances his acquaintances exchanged. He was growing used to those glances. He cared not the flip of a penny for them. On the third day came the funeral, and he went. He did not let his cabman turn in behind the one carriage that followed the hearse. At the graveyard he stood afar off, watching her in her simple new black, noting her calm. She seemed thinner, but he thought it might be simply her black dress. He could see no change in her face. As she was leaving the grave, she looked in his direction but he was uncertain whether she had seen him. Pat and Molly were in the big, gloomy looking carriage with her. He ventured to go to the front gate an hour later. Pat came out. "It's no use to go in, Mr. Norman," he said. "She'll not see you. She's shut up in her own room." "Hasn't she cried yet, Pat?" "Not yet. We're waiting for it, sir. We're afraid her mind will give way. At least, Molly is. I don't think so. She's a queer young lady--as queer as she looks--though at first you'd never think it. She's always looking different. I never seen so many persons in one." "Can't Molly _make_ her cry?--by talking about him?" "She's tried, sir. It wasn't no use. Why, Miss Dorothy talks about him just as if he was still here." Pat wiped the sweat from his forehead. "I've been in many a house of mourning, but never through such a strain as this. Somehow I feel as if I'd never before been round where there was anyone that'd lost somebody they _really_ cared about. Weeping and moaning don't amount to much beside what she's doing." Norman stayed round for an hour or more, then rushed away distracted. He drank like a madman--dra
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148  
149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Norman

 
carriage
 

glances

 

refuse

 

stayed

 

waiting

 
moaning
 

Weeping

 

afraid

 
amount

gloomy

 
ventured
 

madman

 

uncertain

 
distracted
 
rushed
 
strain
 

Dorothy

 

direction

 
forehead

mourning

 

talking

 

Somehow

 

persons

 

hearse

 

florist

 

masses

 
corner
 

messages

 

flowers


gloomily
 
fretted
 
riding
 

morning

 

stopped

 
gambled
 
arranged
 

chance

 

halfway

 

upstairs


telephone

 
replied
 

simple

 

watching

 

noting

 

graveyard

 

thinner

 
change
 

leaving

 
thought