you help
me? Can't you"--

"I can do nothing," I interrupted her,--"nothing. I am shorn of it
all. It has all gone from me, like the strength of Samson. Spare me,
and torment me not.... I cannot heal your child. I am not like you.
I was not prepared for--this condition of things. I did not expect to
die. I never thought of becoming a spirit. I find myself
extraordinarily embarrassed by it. It is the most unnatural state I
ever was in."

"Why, I find it as natural as life," she said, more gently. She had
now moved to the bedside, and taken the little fellow in her arms.

"You are not as I," I replied morosely. "We differed--and we differ.
Truly, I believe that if there is anything to be done for your boy, it
rests with you, and not with me."

Halt and Gazell were now consulting in an undertone, touching the
selection of a certain remedy; no one noticed them, and they droned on.

The mother crooned over the child, and caressed him, and breathed upon
his sunken little face, and poured her soul out over him in precious
floods and wastes of tenderness as mothers do.

"Live, my little son!" she whispered. "Live, live!"

But I, meanwhile, was watching the two physicians miserably. "There!"
I said, "they have dropped the phial on the floor. See, that is the
one they ought to have. It rolled away. They don't mean to take it.
They will give him the wrong thing. Oh, how can they?"

But now the mother, when she heard me speak, swiftly and gently removed
her arms from beneath the boy, and, advancing to the hesitating men,
stood silently between them, and laid a hand upon the arm of each.
While she stood there she had a rapt, high look of such sort that I
could in no wise have addressed her.

"Are you _sure_, Dr. Gazell?" asked Halt.

"I _think_ so," said Gazell.

He stooped, after a moment's hesitation, and picked up the phial from
the floor, read its label; laid it down, looked at the child, and
hesitated again.

The mother at this juncture sunk upon her knees and bowed her shining
face. I thought she seemed to be at prayer. I too bowed my head; but
it was for reverence at the sight of her. It was long since I had
prayed. I did not find it natural to do so. A strange discontent,
something almost like an inclination to prayer, came upon me. But that
was all. I would rather have had the power to turn those two men out
of the room, and pour the saving remedy upon my little patient's
burning to