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hair, and the sheet of music upright on the desk. Griggs sat in a low chair not far from her, his still face turned towards her, his shadowy eyes fixed on her features, his sinewy hands clasped round his crossed knees. The nature of the great athlete showed itself even in repose--the broad dark throat set deep in the chest, the square solidity of the shoulders, the great curved lines along the straightened arms, the small, compact head, with its close, dark hair, bent somewhat forward in the general relaxation of the resting muscles. In his complete immobility there was the certainty of instant leaping and flash-like motion which one feels rather than sees in the sleeping lion. Gloria looked at him thoughtfully with half-closed lids. "I shall surprise you all," he repeated slowly, "but it will not be genius." "You will not surprise me," Gloria answered, still meeting his eyes. "As for genius, what is it?" "It is what you have when you sing," said Griggs. "It is what Reanda has when he paints." "Then why not what you do when you write?" "The difference is simple enough. Reanda does things well because he cannot help it. When I do a thing well it is because I work so hard at it that the thing cannot help being done by me. Do you understand?" "I always understand what you tell me. You put things so clearly. Yes, I think I understand you better than you understand yourself." Griggs looked down at his hands and was silent for a moment. Mechanically he moved his thumb from side to side and watched the knot of muscle between it and the forefinger, as it swelled and disappeared with each contraction. "Perhaps you do understand me. Perhaps you do," he said at last. "I have known you a long time. It must be four years, at least--ever since I first came here to work. It has been a long piece of life." "Indeed it has," Gloria answered, and a moment later she sighed. The wind blew the sheet of music against her. She folded it impatiently, threw it aside and resumed her position, resting one elbow on the narrow desk. The silence lasted several seconds, and the white curtains flapped softly against the heavy ones. "I wonder whether you understand my life at all," she said presently. "I am not sure that I do. It is a strange life, in some ways--like yourself." "Am I strange?" "Very." "What makes you think so?" Again he was silent for a time. His face was very still. It would have been impossible t
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