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for hard work; I was born with brains; I have considerable capacity for organisation----" "Some people have a good conceit of themselves!" said Dolly. "_Every_ one should have," replied Robin with conviction. "And," he added, "most of us have. _I_ have--_you_ have!" "Oh!" said Dolly indignantly. "But a man may have a good conceit of himself," Robin continued soothingly, "without being what the world calls conceited. Modesty consists not in taking a low estimate of one's own worth, but in refraining from the expectation that the world will take a high one." Dolly nodded gravely. "I see," she said. "I didn't know you meant that. Yes, there is something in what you say." "I thank you," said Robin. "It is very helpful to me to get this courteous hearing from you; for to tell you the truth," he added rather explosively, "I find it a very, very great effort to speak to you like this at all. You see, I am talking of things that go right to the centre of the human heart--things that a man never speaks of to a man, and only once to a woman. It has to be done, but it is hard, hard!" He drew a long breath, in a manner which made the sofa tremble; and Dolly suddenly realised the height and depth of the barrier of reserve and pride that this grave and undemonstrative man had had to break down before he could offer her the view of his inmost soul to which he considered that she was entitled. She felt a sudden pang of awe, mingled with compassionate sympathy. She was not given to wearing her heart on her sleeve herself. "Well," continued Robin, evidently relieved by this little confession, "those are my assets. On the other hand, I have no money, no position--I will not say no birth, for I come of good, honest stock--and my prospects are at present in the clouds. But to one type of wife all that would not matter a scrap. There are two types, you know--two types of _good_ wife, that is." "I would have given worlds," says Dolly here, "just to have said 'Oh!' or something; but for the life of me I couldn't help asking what the two types were." "The first," said Robin, "is the wife who loves her husband because she is proud of him, because he is successful and powerful, and people admire him; and not because she has any conception of or sympathy with the qualities which have made him what he is. To such a one the husband must come with his reputation ready made, and they will enjoy it together. The other t
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