. . . The truth? Let me see. Well, the truth, so near as I can
tell it, is that I just let mamma have her head, and waited to see what
would happen. This was her expedition, and I took no responsibility for
it from the first."
"I understand." Ruth, watching the back of her head, spoke musingly,
with pursed lips.
"Excuse me"--Diana wheeled about suddenly--"you cannot possibly
understand just yet. This last was my tenth season in London.
One grows weary . . . and then in the confusion of papa's death--
It comes to this, that I was ready for anything to get out of the old
rut. I--I--shall we say that I just cast myself on fate? It may have
been at the back of my head that whatever happened might be worse, but
couldn't well be wearier. But if you think I had any design of setting
my cap at him--"
"Hush!" said Ruth softly. "I had no such thought."
"And if you had, you would not have cared," said Diana, eyeing her again
long and steadily. "Mamma--you really must forgive mamma. If you knew
them, there was never a Pett that was not _impayable_. Mamma spoke of
asking your price. . . . As if, for any price, he would give you up!"
"I have no price to ask, of him or of any one."
"No, and you need have none. I am often very disagreeable," said Diana
candidly, "but my worst enemy won't charge me with disparaging good
looks in other women."
"May I use your words," said Ruth, with a shy smile, "and say that you
have no need?"
"Rubbish! And don't talk like that to me, sitting here and staring you
in the face, or I may change my mind again and hate you! I never said I
didn't _envy_. . . . But there, the fault was mine for speaking of
'good looks' when I should have said, 'Oh, you wonder!'" broke off
Diana. "May I ask it--one question?"
"Twenty, if you will."
"It is a brutal one; horrible; worse even than mamma's."
"As I remember," said Ruth gravely, "Lady Caroline asked none. It was I
who did the questioning, and--and I am afraid that led to the trouble."
Diana laughed, and after a moment the two were laughing together.
"But what is your question?"
"No, I cannot ask it now." Diana shook her head, and was grave again.
"Please!"
"Well, then, tell me--" She drew back, slightly tilting her chin and
narrowing her eyes, as one who contemplates a beautiful statue or other
work of art. "Is it true they whipped _that_, naked, through the
streets?"
Ruth bent her head.
"It is true."
"I
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