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er, both are wanting, and that, if they once part company, each of them must die. When, at the termination of my brief apprenticeship, the time came for me to leave the school and to part from Miss Effie,--she to go to her elegant home, I to the little old brick house in the fields, and with prospects so entirely different from hers,--I am sure it was the hardest trial I had yet been called upon to bear. I should never see her again. I had no longings for the life she led; for as yet I had harbored no other thought than that of perfect contentment with my own. But her society was so delightful, the tone of her mind so lofty, her condescension so grateful, her whole manners so captivating, that I looked upon her as my guide, philosopher, and friend, and I cried bitterly when I left her. MEMORIES OF AUTHORS. A SERIES OF PORTRAITS FROM PERSONAL ACQUAINTANCE. MISS LANDON. With unmingled pain I write the name of Laetitia Elizabeth Landon,--the L. E. L., whose poems were for so long a period the delight of all readers, old and young. We were among the few friends who knew her intimately. But it was not in her nature to open her heart to any one; her large organ of "secretiveness" was her bane; she knew it and deplored it; it was the origin of that misconception which embittered her whole life, the mainspring of that calumny which made fame a mockery and glory a deceit. But I may say, that, when slander was busiest with her reputation, we had the best means to confute it,--and did. For some years there was not a single week during which, on some day or other, morning or evening, she was not a guest at our house; yet this blight in her spring-time undoubtedly led to the fatal marriage which eventuated in her mournful and mysterious death. The calumny was of that kind which most deeply wounds a woman. How it originated, it was at the time, and is of course now, impossible to say. Probably its source was nothing more than a sneer, but it bore Dead-Sea fruit. A slander more utterly groundless never was propagated. It broke off an engagement that promised much happiness with a gentleman, then eminent, and since famous, as an author: not that _he_ at any time gave credence to the foul and wicked rumor; but to _her_ "inquiry" was a sufficient blight, and by _her_ the contract was annulled. The utter impossibility of its being other than false could have been proved, not only by us, but by a dozen of her inti
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