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miserably_ wretched." Her voice broke and she seemed upon the point of tears. "Why did you, Marcia? Why did you?" he repeated. "I--I--" She appeared to break down and weep and Jerry's voice took on a tone of distress. "Don't, Marcia, please!" "I--I'm trying not to--but--" and she wept anew. "Come," said Jerry's voice. "Sit here a moment. I'm sure it can all be explained. It makes me very unhappy to see you so miserable." They moved nearer and she sat upon the very rock beneath which I lay among the mouldy leaves; so near that I could have reached out and touched the girl's silken ankle with my fingers. Jerry, I think, still stood. "I don't want to--to make you unhappy," she said in a moment. "And it was all my fault, but I just couldn't--couldn't stand it, Jerry." "Stand what?" A pause and then in muffled tones. "Don't you know? Don't you really understand?" "No. I--" "I was mad," she whispered, "mad with jealousy of Una. She was your first love, your first--" "Marcia! You mustn't. It's absurd." "No, no," she protested. "I know. Ever since I first learned that she had--had been in here with you, I--I haven't been able to get her out of mind--I may have appeared to, but I'm not one who forgets things easily; and to meet her at the cabin, the very place where I thought I should--should have you all to myself--it was too much. Jerry. I couldn't stand it. Something--something in me rebelled. I grew cold all over and hard against all the world, even you." "But this was foolish of you. Una, a friend. Surely there was no harm in my seeing her here?" "It was foolish," there was a slight change in the intonation of her voice here, "but I know the world so much better than you, Jerry. Girls are so designing, so--so untrustworthy." "You don't know Una if you say that," said Jerry loyally. "Perhaps I don't. I don't wish to think badly of anyone you call a friend but Una is so--er--so independent--so accustomed to moving with queer people--" She paused a moment again to give her insinuation weight. "I don't know," she sighed. "I thought all sorts of horrible things about you." "Horrible! How? Why?" "Oh, Jerry. Think for a moment. It was natural in me, wasn't it? If I hadn't been jealous of you I couldn't have loved you very much, could I?" "But horrible thoughts! I don't understand. You might think that there was something between Una and me if you chose to be suspicious, but to
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