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th inclination; so that they were driven to wonder also whether what they conceived to be duty were not also a mirage--a marsh-light leading them on to disaster. The fresh groundsel was brought in while Jacynth was pouring out the tea. She rose and took it to the cage; and it was then that she too saw the robin, still fluttering on the sill. With a quick instinct she knew that Adrian had seen it--knew what had brought that look to his face. She went and, bending over him, laid a hand on his shoulder. The disturbance of her touch caused the tweed to give out a tremendous volume of scent, making her feel a little dizzy. "Adrian," she faltered, "mightn't we for once--it is Christmas Day--mightn't we, just to-day, sprinkle some bread-crumbs?" He rose from the table, and leaned against the mantelpiece, looking down at the fire. She watched him tensely. At length, "Oh Jacynth," he groaned, "don't--don't tempt me." "But surely, dear, surely--" "Jacynth, don't you remember that long talk we had last winter, after the annual meeting of the Feathered Friends' League, and how we agreed that those sporadic doles could do no real good--must even degrade the birds who received them--and that we had no right to meddle in what ought to be done by collective action of the State?" "Yes, and--oh my dear, I do still agree, with all my heart. But if the State will do nothing--nothing--" "It won't, it daren't, go on doing nothing, unless we encourage it to do so. Don't you see, Jacynth, it is just because so many people take it on themselves to feed a few birds here and there that the State feels it can afford to shirk the responsibility?" "All that is fearfully true. But just now--Adrian, the look in that robin's eyes--" Berridge covered his own eyes, as though to blot out from his mind the memory of that look. But Jacynth was not silenced. She felt herself dragged on by her sense of duty to savour, and to make her husband savour, the full bitterness that the situation could yield for them both. "Adrian," she said, "a fearful thought came to me. Suppose--suppose it had been Amber!" Even before he shuddered at the thought, he raised his finger to his lips, glancing round at the cage. It was clear that Amber had not overheard Jacynth's remark, for he threw back his head and uttered one of his blithest trills. Adrian, thus relieved, was free to shudder at the thought just suggested. "Sometimes," murmured Jacynth, "I wo
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