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e unselfish and enthusiastic. 'I do not deny that there is truth in what you say.' 'It is true.' 'Of course I love you.' 'It ought to be of course,--now.' 'And of course I do not mean to part from you now, as though we were never to see each other again.' 'I hope not quite that.' 'Certainly not. I shall therefore hold you as engaged to me, and myself as engaged to you,--unless something should occur to separate us.' It was a foolish thing to say, but he did not know how to speak without being foolish. It is not usual that a gentleman should ask a lady to be engaged to him '--unless something should occur to separate them!' 'You will consent to that,' he said. 'What I will consent to is this, that I will be yours, all yours, whenever you may choose to send for me. At any moment I will be your wife for the asking. But you shall go away first, and shall think of it, and reflect upon it,--so that I may not have to reproach myself with having caught you.' 'Caught me?' 'Well, yes, caught you. I do feel that I have caught you,--almost. I do feel,--almost,--that I ought to have had nothing to do with you. From the beginning of it all I knew that I ought to have nothing to say to you. You are too good for me.' Then she rose from her place as though to leave him. 'I will go down now,' she said, 'because I know you will have many things to do. To-morrow, when we get up, we shall be in the harbour, and you will be on shore quite early. There will be no time for a word of farewell then. I will meet you again here just before we go to bed,--say at half-past ten. Then we will arrange, if we can arrange, how we may meet again.' And so she glided away from him, and he was left alone, sitting on the spar. Now, at any rate, he had engaged himself. There could not be any doubt about that. He certainly could not be justified in regarding himself as free because she had told him that she would give him time to think of it. Of course he was engaged to marry her. When a man has been successful in his wooing he is supposed to be happy. He asked himself whether he was proud of the result of this intimacy. She had told him,--she herself,--that she had 'caught him', meaning thereby that he had been taken as a rabbit with a snare or a fish with a baited hook. If it had been so, surely she would not herself have said so. And yet he was aware how common it is for a delinquent to cover his own delinquency by declaring it. 'Of c
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