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monitor, had given him leave to go down to Maltby, so that was hardly a crime; and as to the Cockchafer--well, he had only been in the private part of the house, and not the public bar, and surely there had been no harm in drinking ginger-beer and playing bagatelle, especially when he had distinctly refused to bet on the latter. But, explain it as he would, Stephen felt uncomfortable enough to determine him to say as little as possible about his expedition. He found Loman impatiently awaiting him. "Wherever have you been to all this time?" he demanded. "The papers were all sold out," said Stephen. "I tried seven places." Loman had eagerly caught up and opened the paper while Stephen nervously made this explanation, and he took no further heed of his fag, who presently, seeing he was no longer wanted, and relieved to get out of reach of questions, prudently retired. A glance sufficed to confirm the bad news about the Derby. Sir Patrick had won, and it was a fact therefore that Loman owed Cripps and his friend between them thirty pounds, without the least possibility of paying them. One thing was certain. He must see Cripps on Saturday, and trust to his luck (though that of late had not been very trustworthy) to pull him through, somehow. Alas! what a spirit this, in which to meet difficulties! Loman had yet to learn that it is one thing to regret, and another thing to repent; that it is one thing to call one's self a fool, and another thing, quite, to cease to be one. But, as he said to himself, he must go through with it now, and the first step took him deeper than ever into the mire. For the coming Saturday was the day of the great cricket match, Sixth versus School, from which a Dominican would as soon think of deserting as of emigrating. But Loman must desert if he was to keep his appointment, and he managed the proceeding with his now characteristic untruthfulness; a practice he would have scorned only a few months ago. How easy the first wrong step! What a long weary road when one, with aching heart, attempts to retrace the way! And at present Loman had made no serious effort in that direction. On the Friday morning, greatly to the astonishment of all his class-fellows, he appeared in his place with his arm in a sling. "Hullo, Loman!" said Wren, the first whom he encountered, "what's the row with you?" "Sprained my wrist," said Loman, to whom, alas!--so easy is the downward pat
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