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r genius. But a simple member of a corporate body cannot undertake ... that is to say, on his own responsibility, you know...." Roma's breath began to come quickly. "Do you mean that you didn't commission my fountain?" "How could I, my child? Such matters must go through a regular form. The proper committee must sanction and resolve...." "But everybody has known of this, and it has been generally understood from the first." "Ah, understood! Possibly! Rumour and report perhaps." "But I could bring witnesses--high witnesses--the very highest if needs be...." The little man smiled benevolently. "Surely there is no witness of any standing in the State who would go into a witness-box and say that, without a contract, and with only a few encouraging words...." The dry glitter in Roma's eyes shot into a look of anger. "Do you call your letters to me a few encouraging words only?" she said. "My letters?" the glossy hat was getting ruffled. "Your letters alluding to this matter, and enumerating the favours you wished me to ask of the Prime Minister." "My dear," said the Mayor after a moment, "I'm sorry if I have led you to build up hopes, and though I have no authority ... if it will end matters amicably ... I think I can promise ... I might perhaps promise a little money for your loss of time." "Do you suppose I want charity?" "Charity, my dear?" "What else would it be? If I have no right to everything I will have nothing. I will take none of your money. You can leave me." The little man shuffled his feet, and bowed himself out of the room, with many apologies and praises which Roma did not hear. For all her brave words her heart was breaking, and she was holding her breath to repress a sob. The great bulwark she had built up for herself lay wrecked at her feet. She had deceived herself into believing that she could be somebody for herself. Going down to the studio, she covered up the fountain. It had lost every quality which she had seen in it before. Art was gone from her. She was nobody. It was very, very cruel. But that glorious telegram rustled in her breast like a captive song-bird, and before going to bed she wrote to David Rossi again. "Your message arrived before I was up this morning, and not being entirely back from the world of dreams, I fancied that it was an angel's whisper. This is silly, but I wouldn't change it for the greatest wisdom, if, in order to be the most wise and
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