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er. "The man is a monster. He may put pressure upon you." "It is not that." "He may even make you suffer for my sake." "Nor that either." "By-and-by he may require everybody to take an oath of allegiance to the King." "I have taken mine already--to _my_ king." "Roma, if you wish me to stay I will do so in spite of everything." "I wish you to go, dearest." "Then what is it you fear?" "Nothing--only...." "But you are sad. Why is it?" "A foreboding. I feel as if we were parting for ever." He passed his hands through her hair. "It may be so. Only God can tell." "It was too sweet dreaming. I was too happy for a little while." "If it must be, it must be. But let us be brave, dear! We, who take up a life like this, must learn renunciation.... Crying, Roma?" "No! Oh, no! But renunciation! That's it--renunciation." She could feel the beating of her heart against his breast. "Love comes to every one, but to some it comes too late, and then it comes in vain." She was striving to keep down her sobs. "They have only to conquer it and renounce it, and to pray God to unite them to their loved ones in another life." She was choking, but she struggled on. "Sometimes I think it must be my lot to be like that. Other women may dream of love and home and children...." "Don't unman me, Roma." "Dearest, promise me that whatever happens you will think the best of me." "Roma!" "Promise me that whoever says anything to the contrary you will always believe I loved you." "Why should we talk of what can never happen?" "If we are parting for ever ... if we are saying a long farewell to all earthly affections, promise me...." "For God's sake, Roma!" "Promise me!" "I promise!" he said. "And you?" "I promise too--I promise that as long as I live, and wherever I am and whatever becomes of me, I will ... yes, because I cannot help it ... I will love you to the last." Saying this in passionate tones, she drew down his head and he met her kiss with his lips. "It is our marriage, David. Others are married in church and by the hand, and with a ring. We are married in our spirits and our souls." A long time passed, during which they did not speak. The searchlight flashed in on them again and again with its supernatural eye, and as often as it did so Rossi looked at her with strange looks of pity and of love. Meantime, she cut a lock from her hair, tied it with a piece of ribbon, and put
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