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light creaking of his patent-leather boots. Then he said: "In that case I should be compelled to challenge him." "Challenge him!" She repeated the words with scorn. "Is it likely? Do you forget that duelling is a crime, that you are a Minister, that you would have to resign, and expose yourself to penalties?" "If a man insults me grievously in my affections and my honour, I will challenge him," said the Baron. "But he will not fight--it would be contrary to his principles," said Roma. "In that event he will never be able to lift his head in Italy again. But make no mistake on that point, my child. The man who is told that the woman he is going to marry is secretly the wife of another must either believe it or he must not. If he believes it, he casts her off for ever. If he does not believe it, he fights for her name and his own honour. If he does neither, he is not a man." Roma had returned to the stool, and was resting her elbows on her knees and gazing into the fire. "Have you thought of that?" said the Baron. "If the man fights a duel, it will be in defence of what you have told him. In the blindness of his belief in your word he will be ready to risk his life for it. Are you going to stand by and see him fight for a lie?" Roma hid her face in her hands. "Say he is wounded--it will be for a lie! Say he wounds his adversary--that will be for a lie too! Say that David Rossi kills me--what then? He must fly from Italy, and his career is at an end. If he is alone, he is a miserable exile who has earned what he may not enjoy. If you are with him, you are both miserable, for a lie stands between you. Every hour of your life is poisoned by the secret you cannot share with him. You are afraid of blurting it out in your sleep. At last you go to him and confess everything. What then? The idol he worshipped has turned to clay. What he thought an act of retribution is a crime. The dead man had told the truth, and he committed murder on the word of a woman who was a deceiver--a drab." Roma raised her hands to her head as if to avert a blow. "Stop! stop!" she cried in a choking voice, and lifting her face, distorted with suffering, tears rose in her eyes. To see Roma cry touched the only tenderness of which his iron nature was capable. He patted the beautiful head at his feet, and said in a caressing tone: "Why will you make me seem so hard, my child? There is really no need to talk of these things. They
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