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ambitions of a proud man, a strong man. Ambition--power--place--these things will all be yours in the coming years. They belong to any man of ability such as yours, and I covet them for you. I shall pray always for your success; but success makes men forget." He still sat looking at her unmoved, with thoughts in his heart that he would not have cared to let her know. She went on still, half tremblingly: "I want to see you happy after a time--with some good woman at your side--your children by you--in your own home. I want everything for you which ought to come to any man. And yet I know how hard it is to alter your resolve, once formed. Captain Lewis, you are a stubborn man, a hard man!" He shook his head. "Yes, I do not seem to change," said he simply. "I hope I shall be able to carry my burden and to hold my trail." "Fie! I will not have such talk on a morning like this." Fearlessly she reached out her hand to his, which lay upon the table. She smiled at him, but he looked down, the lean fingers of his own hand not trembling nor responding. If she sensed the rigidity of the muscles which held his fingers outward, at least she feared it not. If she felt the repression which kept him silent, at least she feared it not. Her intuitions told her at last that the danger was gone. His hand did not close on hers. She raised her cup and saluted laughingly. "A good journey, Meriwether Lewis," said she, "and a happy return from it! Cast away such melancholy--you will forget all this!" "I ask you not to wound me more than need be. I am hard to die. I can carry many wounds, but they may pain me none the less." "Forgive me, then," she said, and once more her small hand reached out toward him. "I would not wound you. I asked you only to remember me as----" "As----" "As I shall you, of course. And I remember that bright day when you came to me--yonder in New York. You offered me all that any man can ever offer any woman. I am proud of that! I told my husband, yes. He never mentions your name save in seriousness and respect. I am ambitious for you. All the Burrs are full of ambition, and I am a Burr, as you know. How long will it be before you come back to higher office and higher place? Will it be six months hence?" "More likely six years. If there is healing for me, the wilderness alone must give it." "I shall be an old woman--old and sallow from the Carolina suns. You will have forgotten me then
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