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ired to see her. She was incredulous, required the servant to repeat the name. Mr. Eldon was in the drawing-room and desired to see her. There must have been some error, some oversight in the legal business. Oh, it was inhuman to torture her in this way! Careless of what her countenance might indicate, she hastened to the drawing-room. She could feign no longer. Let him think what he would, so that he spoke briefly and released her. But as soon as she entered the room she knew that he had not come to talk of business. He was pale and agitated. As he did not speak at once she said: 'I thought you were gone. I thought you left England last night.' 'I meant to do so, but found it impossible. I could not go till I had seen you once more.' 'What more have you to say to me?' She knew that she was speaking recklessly, without a thought for dignity. Her question sounded as if it had been extorted from her by pain. 'That if I go away from you now and finally, I go without a hope to support my life. You are everything to me. You are offended; you shrink from me. It is what I expected. Years ago, when I loved you without knowing what my love really meant, I flung away every chance in a moment of boyish madness. When I should have consecrated every thought to the hope of winning you, I made myself contemptible in your eyes--worse, I made you loathe me. When it was too late I understood what I had done. Then I loved you as a man loves the one woman whom he supremely reverences, as I love you, and, I believe, shall always love you. I could not go without saying this to you. I am happier in speaking the words than I ever remember to have been in my life before.' Adela's bosom heaved, but excess of joy seemed to give her power to deal lightly with the gift that was offered her. 'Why did you not say this the last time?' she asked. One would have said, from her tone, that it was a question of the merest curiosity. She did not realise the words that passed her lips. 'Because the distance between us seemed too great. I began to speak of that money in the thought that it might lead me on. It had the opposite effect. You showed me how cold you could be. It is natural enough. Perhaps your sympathies are too entirely remote; and yet not long ago you talked with me as if your interests could be much the same as mine. I can understand that you suppress that side of your nature. You think me useless in the world. And inde
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