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the little parcel from her with something of sternness in his face. "Yes, Mrs. Carstairs. But what, exactly, is this thing?" "An hypodermic syringe and a supply of morphia," she informed him tranquilly. Then, as he pursed his lips into an involuntary whistle, she went on, with more than a hint of mockery in her manner: "Oh, I came by it quite honestly, I assure you! I didn't steal it from a doctor's surgery--I bought it at a chemist's shop in London." "You did?" "Yes, and I made the young man show me how to use it." She smiled rather ironically. "Naturally I was ignorant in the matter, and I didn't want to make a blunder in its use." "Really? Well, Mrs. Carstairs, this is your property, but I wish I might persuade you to leave it in my keeping for the present." "You think it would be safer there?" She looked at him as though considering the matter. "Well, I wonder?" "You wonder--what?" He spoke dryly. "Whether it _is_ safer with you. Of course, as a doctor you can get plenty of your own----" "I shan't be tempted to steal yours for my private use," said Anstice a trifle grimly; and the Fates who rule the lives of men probably smiled to themselves over the fatuity of mankind. "Well, I gave it to you myself, so you may as well keep it," said Chloe indifferently, as though already tired of the subject; and without more ado Anstice slipped the little white packet into his pocket, and took leave of its former owner before she had opportunity to change her mind on the subject. He could not dismiss the figure of Chloe Carstairs from his thoughts as he went about his day's work. Intuitively he knew that she was a bitterly unhappy woman, that her life, like his own, had been rent in two by a cataclysm of appalling magnitude, such as visits very few human beings, and he told himself that this woman, too, had been down in the depths even as he had been. And no man, no woman, who has once known the blackness of the abyss, that "outer darkness" in which the soul sits apart in a horror of loneliness, can ever view the world again with quite the clear-eyed vision of the normal human being to whom, fortunately for the sanity of the race, such appalling experiences are mercifully unknown. On a morning a week later Anstice received a note from Mrs. Carstairs. "DEAR DR. ANSTICE," "My brother has unexpectedly written to offer himself for a couple of nights, and I shall be pleased if you will c
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