she said.
"A few rods, probably. Let me have the light. I want to explore before
we start out."
Much sooner than she had expected, he was back. He groped for and took
her hand. His own was steady, but his voice shook as he said:
"Io."
"It's the first time you've called me that. Well, Ban?"
"Can you stand it to--to have me tell you something?"
"Yes."
"We're not on the shore."
"Where, then? An island?"
"There aren't any islands here. It must be a bit of the mainland cut off
by the flood."
"I'm not afraid, if that's what you mean. We can stand it until dawn."
A wavelet lapped quietly across her foot. She withdrew it and with that
involuntary act came understanding. Her hand, turning in his, pressed
close, palm cleaving to palm.
"How much longer?" she asked in a whisper.
"Not long. It's just a tiny patch. And the river is rising every
minute."
"How long?" she persisted.
"Perhaps two hours. Perhaps less. My good God! If there's any special
hell for criminal fools, I ought to go to it for bringing you to this,"
he burst out in agony.
"I brought you. Whatever there is, we'll go to it together."
"You're wonderful beyond all wonders. Aren't you afraid?"
"I don't know. It isn't so much fear, though I dread to think of that
hammering-down weight of water."
"Don't!" he cried brokenly. "I can't bear to think of you--" He lifted
his head sharply. "Isn't it lightening up? Look! Can you see shore? We
might be quite near."
She peered out, leaning forward. "No; there's nothing." Her hand turned
within his, released itself gently. "I'm not afraid," she said, speaking
clear and swift. "It isn't that. But I'm--rebellious. I hate the idea of
it, of ending everything; the unfairness of it. To have to die without
knowing the--the realness of life. Unfulfilled. It isn't fair," she
accused breathlessly. "Ban, it's what we were saying. Back there on the
river-bank where the yucca stands. I don't want to go--I can't bear to
go--before I've known ... before...."
Her arms crept to enfold him. Her lips sought his, tremulous,
surrendering, demanding in surrender. With all the passion and longing
that he had held in control, refusing to acknowledge even their
existence, as if the mere recognition of them would have blemished her,
he caught her to him. He heard her, felt her sob once. The roar of the
cataract was louder, more insistent in his ears ... or was it the rush
of the blood in his veins?... Io c
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