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unsels that were too persuasive. Back in his room over the station he lighted the lamp and stood before the few books which he kept with him there; among them Io's Bible and "The Undying Voices," with the two pages still joined as her fingers had left them. He was summoning his courage to face what might be the final solution. When he must, she had said, he was to open and read. Well ... he must. He could bear it no longer, the wordless uncertainty. He lifted down the volume, gently parted the fastened pages and read. From out the still, ordered lines, there rose to him the passionate cry of protest and bereavement: "............................Nevermore Alone upon the threshold of my door Of individual life I shall command The uses of my soul, nor lift my hand Serenely in the sunshine as before, Without the sense of that which I forbore--Thy touch upon the palm. The widest land Doom takes to part us, leaves thy heart in mine With pulses that beat double. What I do And what I dream include thee, as the wine Must taste of its own grapes. And when I sue God for myself, He hears that name of thine And sees within my eyes the tears of two." Over and over he read it with increasing bewilderment, with increasing fear, with slow-developing comprehension. If that was to be her farewell ... but why! Io, the straightforward, the intrepid, the exponent of fair play and the rules of the game!... Had it been only a game? No; at least he knew better than that. What could it all mean? Why that medium for her message? Should he write and ask her? But what was there to ask or say, in the face of her silence? Besides, he had not even her address. Miss Camilla could doubtless give him that. But would she? How much did she understand? Why had she turned so unhelpful? Banneker sat with his problem half through a searing night; and the other half of the night he spent in writing. But not to Io. At noon Camilla Van Arsdale rode up to the station. "Are you ill, Ban?" was her greeting, as soon as she saw his face. "No, Miss Camilla. I'm going away." She nodded, confirming not so much what he said as a fulfilled suspicion of her own. "New York is a very big city," she said. "I haven't said that I was going to New York." "No; there is much you haven't said." "I haven't felt much like talking. Even to you." "Don't go, Ban." "I've got to. I've got to get away from here." "And your position with the railroad?" "I'
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