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ing. If I could be guaranteed to live to ninety-nine, like Titian--he had a chance. Look at that poor fellow who was killed the other day! All that struggle, and then--just at the turn!" He spoke English with a foreign accent; his voice was rather harsh, but his smile very kindly. Dawney lit a cigarette. "You painters," he said, "are better off than most of us. You can strike out your own line. Now if I choose to treat a case out of the ordinary way and the patient dies, I'm ruined." "My dear Doctor--if I don't paint what the public likes, I starve; all the same I'm going to paint in my own way; in the end I shall come out on top." "It pays to work in the groove, my friend, until you've made your name; after that--do what you like, they'll lick your boots all the same." "Ah, you don't love your work." Dawney answered slowly: "Never so happy as when my hands are full. But I want to make money, to get known, to have a good time, good cigars, good wine. I hate discomfort. No, my boy, I must work it on the usual lines; I don't like it, but I must lump it. One starts in life with some notion of the ideal--it's gone by the board with me. I've got to shove along until I've made my name, and then, my little man--then--" "Then you'll be soft!" "You pay dearly for that first period!" "Take my chance of that; there's no other way." "Make one!" "Humph!" Harz poised his brush, as though it were a spear: "A man must do the best in him. If he has to suffer--let him!" Dawney stretched his large soft body; a calculating look had come into his eyes. "You're a tough little man!" he said. "I've had to be tough." Dawney rose; tobacco smoke was wreathed round his unruffled hair. "Touching Villa Rubein," he said, "shall I call for you? It's a mixed household, English mostly--very decent people." "No, thank you. I shall be painting all day. Haven't time to know the sort of people who expect one to change one's clothes." "As you like; ta-to!" And, puffing out his chest, Dawney vanished through a blanket looped across the doorway. Harz set a pot of coffee on a spirit-lamp, and cut himself some bread. Through the window the freshness of the morning came; the scent of sap and blossom and young leaves; the scent of earth, and the mountains freed from winter; the new flights and songs of birds; all the odorous, enchanted, restless Spring. There suddenly appeared through the doorway a
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