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ed up this afternoon." If he found--and this was the question that he asked himself most urgently--that Rachel really had, in the competent interpretation of the term, "deserted" him for Breton, what would be his sensations? Being an Englishman he would, of course, horsewhip the fellow, divorce Rachel and lead a misanthropic but sensual existence for the rest of his days. But here the wild strain in Roddy counted. That is exactly what Roddy would not do. What was law for the man must be law also for the woman. He had, on an earlier day, told her that were he to present her with a thousand infidelities, yet he would love her best and most truly, and therefore she must forgive him. Well, that should be true too for her.... Any episode with Breton seemed only an incident in the pursuit of her that Roddy had commenced on that day that he had married her. And yet was not this readiness on his part to forgive her sprung from his conviction that she would have told him had she had so much to confess to him? Let her relations with Breton remain uncertain and shifting, then she might have found justification for her silence; let them once have found so definite a climax and she must have spoken--Roddy had indeed advanced in his knowledge both of her and himself since two years ago. By the early afternoon he was in a pitiable state. Should he send notes to the Duchess and Breton telling them both that he was too unwell, too cross, too sleepy, too "anything" to see them? Should he retire to bed and leave Peters to make his excuses? Should he disappear and tell Rachel to deal with them? _What_ a scene there'd be between the three of them! His illness had made a difference to his nerve, lying there on one's back took the grit away, gave one too much time to think, showed one such momentous issues. On the events of this afternoon might hang all his life and all Rachel's! His capture of her was indeed now to be put to the test!... II Rachel came into his room at four o'clock. She carried a great bunch of violets and a paper parcel. She smiled across the room at him; a cap of white fur on her head, and the hand with the violets held also a large white muff. "Roddy--I'm coming to have tea with you--alone. You'll be out to everyone, won't you? But first, see what I've brought you." She was dreadfully excited, he thought, as though she knew already the kind of thing that awaited her. Her smile was nervous, and
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