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conscience, and had shown his remorse by praising and re-praising. Benedetto knew naught of this. "No," he answered, "I do not know." The Pontiff was silent; but his face, his hands, his whole person betrayed lively anxiety. Presently he leaned back in his great chair, let his head sink upon his breast, stretched out his arms, and rested his hands, side by side, on the little table. He was reflecting. While he reflected, sitting motionless there, his eyes staring into space, the flame of the tiny petroleum lamp rose, red and smoky, in the tube. He did not notice it at once. When he did, he regulated it, and then broke the silence. "Do you believe," said he, "that you really have a mission?" Benedetto answered with, an expression of humble fervour. "Yes, I do believe it." "And why do you believe it?" "Holy Father, because every one comes into the world with a mission written in his nature. Had I never had this vision, or received other extraordinary signs, my nature, which is eminently religious, would still have made religious action incumbent upon me. How can I say it? But I will say it"--here Benedetto's voice trembled with emotion--"as I have said it to no one else, I believe, I know that God is the Father of us all; but I feel His paternity in my nature. Mine is hardly a sense of duty, it is a sense of sonship." "And do you believe it is your duty to exercise the religious action here and now?" Benedetto clasped his hands, as if already imploring attention. "Yes," said he, "here also, and now." When he had spoken he fell upon his knees, his hands still clasped. "Rise," said the Holy Father. "Utter freely what the Spirit shall dictate." Benedetto did not rise. "Forgive me," he said, "my message is to the Pontiff alone, and here I am not heard by the Pontiff only." The Pope started, and gave him a questioning glance, full of severity. Benedetto, looking towards a door behind the Pope, raised his eyebrows, and slightly lifted his chin. His Holiness seized a silver bell which stood on the table, commanded Benedetto by a gesture to rise, and then rang the bell. The same priest as before appeared at the door of the Gallery. The Pope ordered him to summon Don Teofilo to the Gallery; Don Teofilo was the faithful valet whom he had brought with him from his archbishopric in the South. Upon his arrival the priest himself was to await His Holiness in the halls of the Library. "You will p
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