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and then, hanging back like an animal which smells the shambles, and then, when it is pulled very hard, jumping forward, only to stop again until the rope is twitched once more. Explain your idea of Catholic reform to us. Let us hear it." Benedetto remained silent. "Speak," continued the unknown deity who appeared to reign in that place. "My friend is not Herod, nor am I Pilate. We might perhaps both become apostles of your idea." His friend once more extended his wide-open hands, without raising his head from the sofa-back, and said again, with a stronger accent on the first syllable: "Steady!" Benedetto was silent. "It appears to me, _caro mio_," said the friend, turning his head alone towards his colleague, "that this promises to be the first time your eloquence has failed you. Here the model of the _nihil respondit_ is taken very seriously." Benedetto shuddered, horrified at this allusion to the Divine Master, and the fear of seeming a presumptuous imitator. At that moment he ceased to feel his illness--the fever, the thirst, the heaviness of his head. "Oh, no!" he exclaimed, "now I will answer! You say you are not Pilate. But the truth is that I am the least of Christ's servants, because I have been unfaithful to Him, and you repeat to me Pilate's very words:--_Quid est veritas?_ Now you are not disposed to receive truth, as Pilate was not disposed to receive it." "Oh!" his interlocutor exclaimed. "And why not?" His friend laughed noisily. "Because," Benedetto replied, "he who performs deeds of darkness is surrounded by darkness, and the light cannot reach him. You perform deeds of darkness. It is not difficult to understand; you are the Minister of the Interior--I know you by reputation. You were not born to perform deeds of darkness; there has been much light in some of your deeds, there is much light in your soul, much light of truth and of kindness; but at this moment you are performing a deed of darkness. I am here to-night because you have entered into a shameful bargain. You say you adore Truth, and you ask a brother if he possess Truth, while you hide the fact that you have already sold him!" During Benedetto's speech, the Minister's friend--himself an Excellency, but of lower rank--had raised his head from the couch at last. He seemed to be only now beginning to consider the man and what he was saying worthy of attention. He also seemed amused at the lesson his chief had receiv
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