t
her, and never would have her again, nor would I have my prick sucked
any more. Many years elapsed before I either had my arse-hole felt or
felt a woman's, after that night.

Then I had an old woman. Those she had brought me had mostly dark-haired
cunts, and her own was black. As cunt was an inexhaustable subject with
me, we were always talking about it. She said she knew a woman whose
hair was quite grey. "Is she very old?" "No not above fifty." That was
older than my mother, and I could not think of it; but the conversation
was renewed. "She has got as much hair as me, but quite grey, nearly
white, and she is a nice clean woman; have us both, and you can see
the black and white together." So a fattish middle-aged woman certainly
fifty and who seemed to me sixty, came; her hair was nearly white,
Camille lent her stockings and chemise to make her decent I suppose, and
the old woman who spoke scarcely a word, but drank furiously, turned up
to me. She made some objection to showing her grummit, remarking she did
not know it was to such a young man, but being told if she did not, she
might go without pay, the sight came off; the cunt-fringe was nearly
white. She was an English woman. Camille suggested I should have her;
the old woman demurred, but Camille settled (and I really used to do
almost what she advised), that I should have her and look at the grey
cunt at the same time. So it came about; but when half up to spunking
time, Camille said, "Take it out of me and put it into her." When a
prick stands and novelty is in the way it rushes at it. Out I pulled
my prick, and put it up the grey cunt, spent in it, and pulled it out
almost before I had finished. I never saw the old lady again.

CHAPTER XIV.

Piddlings.--Posturings.--Breast and arm-pit.--A turn over.--
Used up.--Wanting a virgin.--Camille departs.--The Major's
opinion.--Camille returns.--Louise.

I have told the most novel fucking bouts I had with, or through Camille,
excepting the final one; but should say that whatever women she got me
I turned to her with pleasure again. Sometimes when I had one or two to
amuse me, I used to give her the preference for the fuck, and she
always had one of the gruellings, for she was very handsome, understood
everything, was sensuousness itself, but not vulgar. When I had a fit
of extra lewdness she got me other women. Of course she got profit out
of all, a thing I knew nothing about then. Often I had