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him in his cabin. "I want to tell you, Harry Brooks," said the old man, turning away from me while he lit his pipe, "that I have been thinking over what happened this afternoon." "I was in the wrong, sir." "You were; and I am glad to hear you acknowledge it. Now, what I want to say is this. Had affairs gone in the least as I expected, I should have held you to 'strict service,' as we used to say on the old packets. I never tolerated a favourite on board, and never shall. But these ladies don't make a favourite of you; that's not the trouble. The trouble--no, I won't call it even that--is that you and they all cannot help taking the bit between your teeth. It don't appear to be your fault; you wasn't bred to the sea, and can't tumble to sea-fashions. 'So much the worse,' a man might say. The plague of it is, I can't be sure; and after casting it up and down, I've determined to let you have your way." "You don't mean, sir, that you're going to resign!" said I, confounded. "No, I don't. Saving your objections, boy, I was elected captain, and it don't do away with my responsibility that I choose to let discipline go to the winds. If mischief comes I shall be to blame, because I might have stopped it but didn't." I was silent. This should have been the time for me to tell what I had discovered that afternoon; of the graveyard and the two strange women. But shame tied my tongue. I saw that this noble gentleman, in imparting his thoughts to me, was really condescending to ask my pardon; and the injustice of it was so monstrous that I felt a delicacy in letting him know the extent of my unworthiness. I temporized, and promised myself a better occasion. "But are you quite sure, sir, that yours was not the wisest plan, after all?" "The question is not worth considering," he answered. "My policy-- you would hardly call it a plan, for it wholly depended on circumstances--no longer exists. The ladies, you see, have forced my hand." I forbore to tell him that if the ladies had forced his hand his accepting full responsibility was simply quixotic. "She's a wonderful woman," said I, by way of filling up the pause. "And so womanly!" assented Captain Branscome, to my entire surprise. "Indeed, sir," I stammered. "Well, I _have_ heard people say--Mr. Rogers for one--that Miss Belcher ought to have been born a man." "Miss Belcher? Why, heavens alive, boy, I was referring to Miss Plinlimmon!"
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