garden filled with checquered
light and shadows under the moon. He followed her across the gravel,
glistening with dew, past the statue of the mute statesman with arm
upraised, into pastoral stretches--a delectable country which was theirs
alone. He did not take it in, save as one expression of the breathing
woman at his side. He was but partly conscious of a direction he had not
chosen. His blood throbbed violently, and a feeling of actual physical
faintness was upon him. He was being led, helplessly, all volition gone,
and the very idea of resistance became chimerical....
There was a seat under a tree, beside a still lake burnished by the
moon. It seemed as though he could not bear the current of her touch,
and yet the thought of its removal were less bearable... For she had put
her own hand out, not shyly, but with a movement so fraught with grace,
so natural that it was but the crowning bestowal.
"Alison!" he cried, "I can't ask it of you. I have no right--"
"You're not asking it," she answered. "It is I who am asking it."
"But I have no future--I may be an outcast to-morrow. I have nothing to
offer you." He spoke more firmly now, more commandingly.
"Don't you see, dear, that it is just because your future as obscure
that I can do this? You never would have done it, I know,--and I
couldn't face that. Don't you understand that I am demanding the great
sacrifice?"
"Sacrifice!" he repeated. His fingers turned, and closed convulsively on
hers.
"Yes, sacrifice," she said gently. "Isn't it the braver thing?"
Still he failed to catch her meaning.
"Braver," she explained, with her wonderful courage, "braver if I love
you, if I need you, if I cannot do without you."
He took her in his arms, crushing her to him in his strength, in one
ineffable brief moment finding her lips, inhaling the faint perfume
of her smooth akin. Her lithe figure lay passively against him, in
marvellous, unbelievable surrender.
"I see what you mean," he said, at length, "I should have been a coward.
But I could not be sure that you loved me."
So near was her face that he could detect, even under the obscurity of
the branches, a smile.
"And so I was reduced to this! I threw my pride to the winds," she
whispered. "But I don't care. I was determined, selfishly, to take
happiness."
"And to give it," he added, bending down to her. The supreme quality of
its essence was still to be doubted, a bright star-dust which dazzled
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