FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138  
139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   >>   >|  
ng the words, the controversy which had raged for nineteen hundred years, and not yet was stilled. Perfection is divine. Human! Hodder repeated the word, as one groping on the threshold of a great discovery.... III He was listening--he had for a long time been listening to a sound which had seemed only the natural accompaniment of the drama taking place in his soul, as though some inspired organist were expressing in exquisite music the undercurrent of his agony. Only gradually did he become aware that it arose from the nave of the church, and, turning, his eyes fell upon the bowed head and shoulders of a woman kneeling in one of the pews. She was sobbing. His movement, he recalled afterward, did not come of a conscious volition, as he rose and descended the chancel steps and walked toward her; he stood for what seemed a long time on the white marble of the aisle looking down on her, his heart wrung by the violence of her grief, which at moments swept through her like a tempest. She seemed still young, but poverty had marked her with unmistakable signs. The white, blue-veined hands that clung to the railing of the pew were thin; and the shirtwaist, though clean, was cheap and frayed. At last she rose from her knees and raised a tear-stained face to his, staring at him in a dumb bewilderment. "Can I do anything for you?" he said gently, "I am the rector here." She did not answer, but continued to stare uncomprehendingly. He sat down beside her in the pew. "You are in trouble," he said. "Will you let me try to help you?" A sob shook her--the beginning of a new paroxysm. He waited patiently until it was over. Suddenly she got rather wildly and unsteadily to her feet. "I must go!" she cried. "Oh, God, what would I do if--if he wasn't there?" Hodder rose too. She had thrust herself past him into the aisle, but if he had not taken her arm she would have fallen. Thus they went together to the door of the church, and out into the white, burning sunlight. In spite of her weakness she seemed actually to be leading him, impelled by a strange force and fled down the steps of the porch to the sidewalk. And there she paused, seeing him still beside her. Fortunately he had his hat in his hand. "Where are you going?" she asked. "To take you home," he replied firmly, "you ought not to go alone." A look of something like terror came into her eyes. "Oh, no!" she protested, with a vehemence that surprised him.
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138  
139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

church

 

Hodder

 

listening

 
wildly
 

Suddenly

 
unsteadily
 

continued

 

uncomprehendingly

 

answer

 

gently


rector

 

trouble

 

paroxysm

 

waited

 

patiently

 
beginning
 

Fortunately

 

sidewalk

 
paused
 

protested


vehemence

 

surprised

 

terror

 

firmly

 

replied

 

fallen

 

thrust

 
leading
 

impelled

 

strange


weakness
 

burning

 
sunlight
 

exquisite

 

expressing

 

undercurrent

 
organist
 

inspired

 

taking

 

gradually


shoulders

 

turning

 

accompaniment

 

stilled

 
Perfection
 

hundred

 

nineteen

 
controversy
 

divine

 

natural