his desire to hide from her that which had taken
place within him, and the inability he felt to read his future, were
instinctive: the more so because of the very spontaneity they had
achieved at their first meeting. As a man, he shrank from confessing
to her, however indirectly, the fact that she herself was so vital an
element in his disillusionment. For the conversation in the garden had
been the immediate cause of the inner ferment ending in his resolution
to go away, and had directed him, by logical steps, to the encounter in
the church with Mrs. Garvin.
"You have not yet finished the garden?" he asked. "I imagined you back
in the East by this time."
"Oh, I am procrastinating," she replied. "It is a fit of sheer laziness.
I ought to be elsewhere, but I was born without a conscience. If I had
one I should try to quiet it by reminding it that I am fulfilling a
long-delayed promise--I am making a garden for Mrs. Larrabbee. You know
her, of course, since she is a member of your congregation."
"Yes, I know her," he assented. And his mind was suddenly filled with
vivid colour,--cobalt seas, and arsenic-green spruces with purple cones,
cardinal-striped awnings that rattled in the salt breeze, and he saw
once more the panorama of the life which had passed from him and the
woman in the midst of it. And his overwhelming thought was of relief
that he had somehow escaped. In spite of his unhappiness now, he would
not have gone back. He realized for the first time that he had been
nearer annihilation then than to-day.
"Grace isn't here to bother me with the ideas she has picked up in
Europe and catalogued," Alison continued.
"Catalogued!" Hodder exclaimed, struck by the pertinency of the word.
"Yes. Did you ever know anybody who had succeeded half so well
in piecing together and absorbing into a harmonized whole all the
divergent, artificial elements that enter into the conventional world
to-day? Her character might be called a triumph of synthesis. For she
has actually achieved an individuality--that is what always surprises
me when I think of her. She has put the puzzle picture together, she has
become a person."
He remembered, with a start, that this was the exact word Mrs. Larrabbee
had used about Alison Parr. If he had searched the world, he could not
have found a greater contrast than that between these two women. And
when she spoke again, he was to be further struck by her power of
logical insight.
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