h! if it would but help you on the only way to
happiness--'
'Don't talk of that word any more with me.'
'If not happiness, it would be peace.'
'Peace! I don't know what you mean.'
'If you watched my sister, you would.'
'She is happy!' said Mrs. Finch, in a tone of keen regret, laying her
hand on a toy of Johnnie's; but instantly changing her note, 'A cold,
inanimate piece of wax! That is what you call peace! I would not have
it.'
'You don't understand her--'
'I know one thing!' cried the fitful lady, vehemently; 'that it is she
who governs you all, and wants to divide you from me. 'Tis she and your
Percy who have robbed me of you, with their ill-natured stories.'
'There is no ill-nature in them, and no one governs me,' said Theodora.
'Then you hold fast by me, and come with me?'
'I do.'
'My thorough-going old Theodora! I knew they could not spoil you, say
what they would!' for she was by no means insensible of the triumph.
'But, Georgina,' continued her friend, earnestly, 'you must be prudent.
Let me speak to you for once.'
'Only don't talk of prudence. I am sick of that from Jane.'
'Yes! it is speaking on this world's grounds; I will speak of higher
motives. Think what is to come by and by: there are things that cannot
be kept off by being forgotten. You are weary and dissatisfied as it
is; try whether boldly facing the thoughts you dread might not lead
to better things. There will be pain at first; but content will come,
and--'
'If you will come and stay with me in the country, you shall teach me
all your ways. But no; it would put all the Fotheringhams in commotion!
If I had a happy home I might be good. You must not quite forsake me,
Theodora. But here's Mrs. Martindale!'
Violet entering, Mrs. Finch greeted her in a subdued manner, and,
indeed, looked so dejected that when she was gone, Violet asked if she
was well.
'Yes, poor thing, it is only the taste of the ashes she eats instead
of bread. But I have had her alone, and have got her to hear some grave
talk!'
'Oh, how glad I am.'
'But I cannot give up meeting her at Epsom. She would feel it a
desertion, and my influence is the best hope for her. Besides, I will
not sacrifice her to curry favour with the Worthbourne people.'
'Surely it would not be doing so.'
'I have made up my mind.'
Her better and worse feelings were alike enlisted in behalf of the
expedition. Sincerity, constancy, and generosity were all drawn
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