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o fixedly, indeed, that he seemed to feel some apology necessary for it. "Forgive me," cried he; "but I could not help staring at the prodigy of a man content to be himself." "I have not said that," replied I. "I only said I was incapable of feeling myself to be any other." "You plume yourself upon your birth then, doubtless," added he; "and so should I, if I knew how to get rid of my father. What were your people: you said they were not French?" Had the question been put to me half an hour before, as we sat over our wine, I have little doubt that, in the expansiveness of such a situation, I should have told him all that I knew or suspected of my family. The season of confidence, however, had passed. We were walking along a crowded thoroughfare; our talk was desultory, as the objects about were various; and so I coined some history of my family for the occasion, ascribing my birth to a very humble source, and my rank as one of the meanest. "Your father was, however, English," said he; "so much you know?" "Yes," said I, "that point there is no doubt about." "Is he alive?" "No, he is dead a great many years back." "How did he die, or where? Excuse these questions, which I have only to say are not out of idle importunity." I own that I did not feel easy under this cross-examination. It might mean more than I liked to avow even to myself. At all events, I resolved, whatever his object, to evade it; and at once gave him some absurd narrative of my father having served in the war of the Low Countries, where he married a Frenchwoman or a Fleming; that he died, of some fever of the country, at a small fishing town on the Dutch coast, leaving me an orphan, since my mother survived him but a few months. "All this is excellent," cried he, enthusiastically. "It could not be better by any possibility. Forgive me, Gervois, till I can explain my meaning to you more fully; but what you have just told me has filled my heart with delight. You 'll see how Madame von Geysiger will receive you when she hears this." I started back with astonishment. Could it possibly be the case that my stupid story might chime in with the facts of some real history; and should I thus be involved in the web of some tangled incidents in which I had rightfully no share? There was shame and falsehood both in such a situation, and I shrank from it with disgust. "I will not go to this house, Count," said I, resolutely. "I foresee tha
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