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"You knew--I mean about the cause--the morphine?" "I never guessed until that night. Then, as soon as I got over the first awful shock, I realized he was a madman. He talked incoherently--raved--shouted--threatened me with horrible things. I can't speak of them. Later, he quieted down a little, but that was after he had come down into the cabin to--to drug himself.... It was very terrible--that tiny, pitching cabin, with the swinging, smoking lamp, and the madman sitting there, muttering to himself over the glass in which the morphine was dissolving.... It happened three times before the wreck; I thought I should go out of my own mind." She shuddered, her face tragic and pitiful. "Poor girl!" he murmured inadequately. "And that--that was why you were searching the beach so closely!" "Yes--for the other fellow. I--didn't find him." A moment later she said thoughtfully: "It was the man you saw watching me on the beach, I think." "I assumed as much. Drummond had a lot of money, I fancy--enough to hire a desperate man to do almost anything.... The wages of sin--" "Don't!" she begged. "Don't make me think of that!" "Forgive me," he said. For a little she sat, head bowed, brooding. "Hugh!" she cried, looking up to search his face narrowly--"Hugh, you've not been pretending--?" "Pretending?" he repeated, thick-witted. "Hugh, I could never forgive you if you'd been pretending. It would be too cruel.... Ah, but you haven't been! Tell me you haven't!" "I don't understand.... Pretending what?" "Pretending you didn't know who I was--pretending to fall in love with me just because you were sorry for me, to make me think it was _me_ you loved and not the woman you felt bound to take care of, because you'd--you had--" "Mary, listen to me," he interrupted. "I swear I didn't know you. Perhaps you don't understand how wonderfully you've changed. It's hard for me to believe you can be one with the timid and distracted little girl I married that rainy night. You're nothing like.... Only, that night on the stage, as _Joan Thursday_, you _were_ that girl again. Max told me it was make-up; I wouldn't believe him; to me you hadn't changed at all; you hadn't aged a day.... But that morning when I saw you first on the Great South Beach--I never dreamed of associating you with my wife. Do you realize I had never seen you in full light--never knew the colour of your hair?... Dear, I didn't know, believe me. It
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