FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166  
167   168   169   170   >>  
. Paul had lost the air of a happy lover. He had become moody, silent, solitary in his habits. He had, it is true, obeyed to the strictest extent the dictates of custom, but there were moments which in the retrospect maddeningly bore out Val's accusation. He had played--he was still playing her false? She was, or would be, a laughing-stock? She quailed and faltered. "Take me," urged Val. "It's not--not only for your own sake, though of course that's what I'm thinking of most, but----" "I must know first. I must make sure of the truth first." "If you do, you'll give the show away. You ought never to let out that you know anything, and throw him over before he throws you. Then--there you are!" "You mean that I must not unveil Paul's treachery? That he is to go unpunished?" "You can't cut off your nose to spite your face, you know. Once you have a row with Paul the fat is in the fire, and it will be all over the place that he's jilted you." "And for my own sister;" said she, bitterly. She longed to rush to Leo, to Paul, to both severally or together, and denounce them. She could scarce restrain herself from proclaiming her wrongs upon the housetops, but--she paused and looked thoughtfully at Val. There was no doubt about Val's integrity. Up to his lights he was universally accounted "straight," and she need never fear being tricked and cheated a second time. He had acted well by her at this crisis, and to reward him? The idea grew in favour. On the other hand, how terrible would be her position if she refused--and Position was a god she worshipped. She would be talked about, pointed at, and worst of all, pitied. Her ignominy--she could not face it. "I say, Maud, you know I am fond of you?" Yes, poor boy, he was fond of her; she had always felt complacently secure of his fondness, though occasionally nettled of late by misgivings as to his having transferred his first allegiance elsewhere. Leo had been bidden to Claymount oftener than she; and gran had made much of the younger sister, whereas she had always been cool and distant to the elder. Maud, in her slow way, had resented this, and given herself considerable airs towards the old lady after her engagement. To triumph over her--over everybody--vindicate her own charms, and prove to the world the unswerving devotion of her old admirer would be something, would at any rate be better than nothing. She sighed gently, and emboldened, he pressed h
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166  
167   168   169   170   >>  



Top keywords:

sister

 

position

 

terrible

 
refused
 

pointed

 
ignominy
 

pitied

 

worshipped

 
talked
 
Position

tricked

 

cheated

 
straight
 
lights
 
universally
 

accounted

 

favour

 

pressed

 

crisis

 
reward

fondness

 
admirer
 

resented

 

considerable

 

younger

 

distant

 
devotion
 
unswerving
 

vindicate

 

charms


engagement

 

triumph

 

gently

 

misgivings

 

nettled

 

occasionally

 

complacently

 
secure
 

emboldened

 

transferred


allegiance
 

oftener

 
sighed
 
bidden
 
Claymount
 

longed

 

laughing

 
quailed
 
faltered
 

thinking