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en when it was only Sue, she looked down--"when Paul saved me from myself----" "When you were too ill to know what you were doing, darling." "He looked at me and said with a sort of smile, '_L'honneur pour moi_.' Sue?" Sue looked attention. "You know how poor Maud bored us--I mean how she insisted on Paul's religion as if it were something which gave him a sort of _cachet_--something quite over _our_ heads?--and how father--oh, Sue, I must say it--do you remember how father once shut her up by declaring that Paul was too much of a gentleman to introduce unpleasant subjects? It was only father's way, you know. He didn't mean any harm, and I do think, don't you, that father was changed a little, that he was different those last few weeks? He said to me once: 'There's more in it than you think'. Anyway, Sue, he did like and admire Paul." "Yes--yes, he did." "Now I want to say something," Leo changed the subject, which each felt to be a sad one. "Sue, what really--what I shall never forget, is, that when the worst moment of all came, when Paul and I were together, all alone, and I was ready--oh, I _was_ ready to fall into his arms if he had held out his little finger--he didn't hold it. He stood there like a statue. And I know, I _know_ what held him back. If all the world had called Paul a good man, and he had preached goodness from morning to night, it wouldn't have had the least effect, but when he said '_L'honneur pour moi_'"--her tears overflowed, and Sue wept likewise.... They often wondered how much and how little had been suspected by Maud, inducing her own line of action. In the light of her subsequent attitude it seemed more than probable that she had either learnt or divined that all was not as it appeared, but so cleverly had she kept up a show of being in good spirits up to the close of the day which was to Leo like the day of judgment, that nothing could be certain. Sue could recall that after Leo had been seen to bed, obviously ill, on her return to the house before dinner, Maud had expressed a sort of satisfaction, pointing out that this accounted for the peculiarities of her sister's behaviour throughout the day. "Really one is glad to know it was _that_," she had exclaimed more than once. She had also rallied Paul for his indifference on the subject. It appeared he had been out with Leo, and on such a raw evening he might have seen that it was rash and foolish of her not to keep within d
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