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Listen. You say you had lost sight of me--that was because I dared not come to you. I dared not trust myself--perhaps, may I say it?--I could not trust either of us. We had once--and that must never happen again. You are listening? My darling, how you tremble, why do you tremble so, Leo? There is nothing to fear now. Let me go on, and you will see. It was only the other day I learned the tidings that set me free. You see I had no means of knowing; and then when I did hear, I could not--it would have been horrible to be in haste to take advantage of it. So, though life opened anew, I meant to wait quietly till the time came when perhaps I might hope to prevail--but, oh, to think of _this_!" And then at last she ventured to raise her eyes, and what did those eyes behold? It was the look--_the look_--on the face of Paul! * * * * * And now her head was on his breast, and his kisses on her cheek. "Cruel doubts tortured me often," he whispered, "for how could I tell what changes time might not have wrought? It had left _my_ love untouched, but what right had I to expect that you might not have lost the feeling you had--yes, I did know you once had for me? Leo, darling, can you think how terrible it was to know that, and have to affect ignorance? To have every beat of my heart go out towards you, and to feign indifference? To meet your poor, piteous eyes, and keep the answer to their appeal out of mine? Not that you meant to show, dear; oh, no, you never dreamed your secret was revealed--and it was _not_, to others,--but to me----" "Oh, Paul! Oh, Paul!" "Hush, you were not to blame. It was no fault of yours, you poor, brave, little thing. You played your part nobly----" "Oh, no--oh, no." "You may think not, but I know you did. I know, for I shared the struggle. There was once," he paused and considered, "there was that day when we were together in the green-house. You were cold and careful at first, but gradually the mask wore off and--and mine too slipped. We were happy, too happy. I think we both knew it. We did not look at each other as we came away, but I gave you a red vine leaf, and I saw that you did not put it with the others, even with those I had picked for you before." "I have it now, Paul." "After that, I began to suspect myself. I had hardly done so before, for there was only a vague sense of disappointment, and dissatisfaction with things as they were. Your sist
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